woot!~it's been sooooo long..almost 15 days ler...ZzZz..getting rather busy wit my art..oso rather irriatated le lah!keep on no inspiration...my final drafts are like...wat the hell?!?!?!?! rather pissed off oredi...ytd and today oso got painting lesson...den tmr got art..walao....

hmmm....

hmm...i oso dunoe wat oredi..dunoe y today extremely tired....ZzZzzzz...walao....haiz...i oso dunoe wat!!life's sp bpring today!!!

:0

omg..i'm so envious of ytd NDP...walao...so much special loh. the fireworks.dunoe how much spent oredi...lolx..c'mon.. i still can feel my SYF the feelings leh..where did i stand..wow!!!hahaa...fin it rather boring staying at home...so sianx!!!!!dammit.my mum ask me to stay at home instead of oing to work with her...ZzZz... at home can eat alot one leh...so i spent my whole ytd afternoon and today finish reading a book! ok loh...it's soooo damn interesting lah!!!! :p i quite enjoy it alot...i'm going with mymum to a shopping spree this sat!!!! woot!!~ but isi dunoe whether i'll can buy anything ernot.ltr is watch them buy i cnt buy...haix! i confirm will buy sumthing using my own money if she don't allow me!!!!!!

Duhhx!

ok.duhhx.actually i wanted to blog ytd.but too sleepy ler.7++ sleep oredi...haha.sumore today still late for ndp IN SCHOOL!!!CHEA!! HAHA...:p had quite alot of fun ytd,sumore ndp rehearsal early dismissal!!!! today i tink we did quite a good job.lucky the ground dry oredi..haha!if not,sian..muz be in the hall again.tmr's public holiday,dunoe is it sian ernot.stay at home...duhhx!btw, ytd i hv been able to be quite ok wit the guy tt scolded me asshole!he said hhiii to me!!haha. happy leh.now no more anger ler!!!but there is no more ndp rehearsals ler...i sot of had quite alot of fun!haix..miss them!!!><

haix!wtf!

walao sianx... it's been so long...haix...ytd i created a BIG BIG PROBLEM!!!wat the!den now ppl scold me asshole! wtf! scold me liddat for wat?! walao a...but partly my fault too...coz i take the NEW pillow and throw in to the NP room,den accidentally dunoe hit until wat,den they cum out scold me,sumore i still push the blame to others.den today ppl den will scold me asshole wan loh!haix...wat the hell...btw, i did well in my geography test!but not in my math!CARELESS MISTAKE LAH! wth...haix!!gonna be over! over!!!

haix..it's been loong..

ok loh.it's been so long since i have updated my blog.as i have been involved in the sch's NDP, so busy loh.. quite pack with my time...hope i can make it all the way to national day...i saw a him....woa!!!wat the.his leaving soon...so don ask much.duhhx...paiseh loh!!!....haix!

hmm.wateva??omg!

haix.today,we missed the shopping spree.i was so pissed of 2day at GB lah!damn!i duwan say oso.wat the hell loh!urgh!!!omg.wateva wateva!!!!!!!!pk.not much to share.i'm so sian!

hay!

ok.for the pass few days was the study skills for us!it rocks!omg..i love it.tough it was a lil' emotional...omg.i love it.i learnt alot of things.and knew alot of things.haix.it makes me feel so depressed.haix.hope i can improve.sumore!! i oso learnt my way of studying... :p haha.shopping spree again tmr!jia you!

haiyoyo!~wan buy cnt buy.see ppl buy!so pathetic.. :(

hmm.today went shopping with sy.so meet my mum at jp,tgt with my y.bro..sian loh.coz my mum kept my money,i cnt buy things.i hint her oredi she oso don get the hint.duhhx!so sian.actually so shopping with sy,bcom i see her shop.quite a few things i like.but CNT buy!so sianx...haix.i'm gonna save my own money.serene say got my own money wan to buy wat then buy.good rite??haha.JIAYOU ferr myslef. :p

haix!

alamak...my hp is going gone-case.i tink i can go ferr another round of reservice...now all so lag loh!don believe?ask mingxian!!haix.going on a shopping spree with gsy this fri.BERORE THE BIG SINGAPORE SALES ENDS!!!haha.get as much of favourite things as possible.so won waste too much money!:p haha.join us?! hurrhurr.we still not decide where to go yet.duhhx!today heyma,peixia and jolene came to help us with the GB day preperations!we had quite a fun time and took quite alot of pics. we also learned some skills frm them!haehae.hope we can cope well with this new batch of GB gals,as well as the rest!>< JIA YOU!

duhhx!it wan't too smooth tough..

haix.today syf was not to successfull...actually in the beginning, we marched in really well!!but just at the last few steps,coz we cnt hear the command so iit became chaotic...haix.so many mths of training.sumonre still tot will be on tv.but nvr loh.juz glance through e parade oni.chea!so sian.haix.hope i cn still participate again nx year.tough it was not too good,but we had enjoyed ourselves today!

Rmb to watch me tmr! :p

hey hey!tmr is finally the SYF actual opening ceremony.after so many months of rehearsals and tanning under the sun, the day tt all of us are waiting for has finally arrived!!i'm in the marching contingent of the GB.tgt with jennifer.rmb to look at us!fourth row frm the left.i'm the last person and jennifer is the 2nd person!look out ferr us!!!haha.wonder we'll be shoot and shown on tv?but i noe rehearsal time i got shot by the camera man!!!tmr will definitely be the happiest moment ferr me in my GB days...:)tough it was a lil' tough.2day,i'm gonna polish my boots until it's like the flag barrier-ma'am jieying.kao loh!her's is so BRIGHT!really admire her BOOTS...haha:p if i got the chance, i'm gonna take part in the SYF again nx year.i's so fun!!!:)i'm so excited and looking very foward to tmr.and all of the other GB gals will den be seperated again after the SYF..we shared alot of things among ourselves.we oso shared hardship too...sort of sad to leave the contingent.haix.but ytd miss wong praised me and jennifer,tgt with nnie and marie dat we took part in such grand events!!!wahaha!i'm so happy!btw,my role in the GB is the treasurer and the outing i/c.i'm gonna work very hard!:)

urgh!!sch holidays are ending!!!!sobx...

haix...the sch holiday are ending!walao loh!so sian 1 leh...den sch gonna reopen le lah!sianx.as if i did my hmwk.my art esp.i didn't noe wat to draw!!!not enuf inspiration...dunoe wat to draw!!!den POA oso dunoe how to do!!!walao!alamak.den working like heck lah!so tired this few days...sleep sleep sleep.den hmwk no need do,den cnt finish on time!sianx!how i wish i could stay @ home 1 day..to complete all!!!

walao a!!! damn loh!

walao a...today i'm supposed to go to work 1!!! i dunoe iszit my mother nvr wake me up?or i duwanna wake up.juz now 7+ liddat wake up...so strange!still @ home.faster look for my younger bro.his not @ home.he went to work wit my mama oredi...now so sian loh!nvm.hafta complete my holiday assignments!nvr touch loh... haix...juz now i even call my mama needa go ernot.she say no need lah.the tone so paranoid 1?! like is i irritate her loh!duhhx!!!so sian loh...she everytime liddat 1 leh!
ytd after drill meiqi and jean tgt with me went to JE.actually wan go take neoprints 1.but i don dare 2 tell my mum so i juz say meiqi wanna treat me eat...for my b'dae.duhhx!lier!walao a.we talk a bout adoption..meiqi says she wished to be adopt...y???there's pros and cons loh...i sumtimes even wish my mum nvr deliver me out to this world..i feel my LIFES TOO MISERABLE!!the things tt happen at home!and my family.sobx.the adults,are giving us a headache!watever they say is correct..watever they do is for our good..so we have to thank them lah!by studying well...but throwing attitude at us when they are not inda good mood is so AWFUL!they don understand loh!always throw attitude to me and my o.Brother.my y.B is the most happy 1 lah!wat he do is correct!wat we do is WRONG!!! come on lah!we grow up oredi loh!sumtimes not i wanna complain loh!it's the fact!our thinking is different loh!now is wat century oredi?!?!?!?!HAIX!!!!

hmm...haix...

haiz...so tired.juz came back frm 2day's SYF rehearsal.so fast!it's june.and holiday have passed for 1 1/2 weeks!!haix.very soon the sch is gonna reopen again!!!!duhhx!!been so slack in hmwks.but working very hard for my mum..got a few bucks for my job.this few days not going.oso dunoe sian ernot.go oso sian.nvr go oso sian.HAIX!!!

ooh... i missed my sec 3 camp!

ooh.missed my sec 3 camp! it rox so much! especially the instructors! ooh..it was so fun and amazing.i actually went back to the same camp when i was pri 5.MOE jalan Bathera!wooh!really changed quite lot.even the hall has got stage oredi! >< haha.my hp ent for servicing ler.collecting this sun.hmm.tmr got SYF.decided to PORN.so sian loh.last wed oso.but tt 1 i really not feeling too well.den tmr jennifer oso not going with me.sumore 7am muz rch GBC leh.so early.think is not fair.moreover the acadamy so near here.might as well chater a bus for the west ppl.everytime is the west ppl travel so much oni loh.think oredi oso sian ar.but still hafta say!missed my PUNK SEC 3 CAMP INSTRUCTORS AND CAMP!

haha.wat a joke.

haha.today i'm supposed to go and make my ic.haha.so excited?but then when i'm haing my breakfast, seeying came to ask me wat to bring.so intelligently, i told her needa bring Birth Cert, tgt with parent's photostat IC.den i oso don hv.damn.cnt go liao.my mum complained do things so blurr 1... haehae.oso good, can stay at home to use com.. SECRETLY!we are not supposed to use the comp 1 loh.but so sian.no1 at home.GSY went to buy the materials for the sec3 camp on this mon, to wed. den hafta rush home to prepare for my SYF rehearsal.den my bro oso went to JP to play arcade, celebrate his frens b'dae.ZzZz.no choice, so i used the comp! ><

hii!~

hiax.finally got back my mid year examination total marks.hmm.not s bad as the paper.at least i pass my math.but i still fail my CH, eng and POA.today i went to the hospital with my maid tgt with my mum.coz my maid is not feeling well.but lucky it is ok now.it was treated at the hospital.good thing for her.^^

Sianx! seems like my grades are not tooo good... ):

Results:
Geaography:23/50
Social Studies:22/50
Combine Humanities Grand Total:45/100[[Fail]]
POA:26.5/100[[Fail]]
english>paper 1:/32/60
paper 2: 13.5/50
Grand total(+oral):44/100[[FAIL]]
this is what i have gotten today.it's horrendous RITE!?! i'm so KCUF UP!

haiz.today is my 2nd day receiving my results ler.but it doesnt seem too good.haix.finally after examx.tot can relax.but,getting really difficult when getting results.it's even difficult to tell my difficult mum.she wans to compare me wif all the good ones!thinking tt i could win.that is wat she tinks loh! NOT MII! den she starts to nag.she really does not hv confidence in me!
i told her for the overall not yet finish calculating but she JUST DOES NOT UNDERSTAND!and she really makes me really pissed off! urgh! but i'm saying, so what if u have win me? i'm STUPID OK????!!!!! DUMB BUGGER!
really pissed off and KCUF UP!

sianx! wat am i gonna do?!?!?!?!

haix.today finally get back results ler.i oso got sum b'dae blessings frm my frenx!those are really wonderful presents.they shud not have done it tough.ok.back to my results.it is not up to wat i haf tot.example, my social studies, physics, chemistry.FAIL. sianx! haix.
art:64/100
math:paper 1:48/80
paper 2:20/60
math:grandtotal:49/100
physics:28/50
chemistry:24/50
grandtotal,combine science:52/100
socialstudies:22/50
**sry!forgot my Mother Tongue marks!


ok.lets share wat my frenz hv given me for my b'dae present!

this bracelet is from Shirley,Marie and Hui yan.

This watch is given by my mum.

And this is given my Shu Ying, Jia Chun, Yujing and Serene! Together With this card,which is prepared by yujing, containing all the others signature.INSIDE

hmm.I would like to thank all my FRENX! MUACKS!

HaeHae.i tink i really did well in my Math ppr 2. ps.my b'dae is tmr!

woah!! so happy! Finally end of examinations ler.... wow!~it's been soo looonngg...=) finally can relax until get back the ppr. today i finish my Math leh!so shiok.and den realise tt the ppr is /80.dunoe will help me pull up my overall math ernot.bcoz i noe my ppr SUX! bleahx. :pbut the i oso nvr finish my SS.i slack slack in the beginning, wate time waste time lah!den cnt finish.duhhx!haha.but today really happy.bcoz of the math.can finish!also don hv quite alot of problems.heex!:)

haix.recently my hp not working very well...sod sod 1! i cnt receive msgs!muz off den on again den can.woah!sian loh.den cnt go in box and outbox.cnt insert quicknote!all muz on and off the hp!dunoe if the hp got prob, or the hp lack.or the sim card got prob.sianx ar! HAPPY!

urgh!! POA and MATH obviously not my strength

haiz.ytd.was poa and english ppr 1.english was alrite i hafta say.but dunow will pass ernot.but i noe my POA is definitely fail 1! majority i dunoe how to do.sianz.den those i noe how to do 1 oni cost e few marks.HOHH!sianx loh.haiz.confirm is another red marks 1.
today,was physics and art.i can cope n my physics.seems to be quite simple.but Section C, qn (1aii) as horrandous.i tot i used the correct diagram to find density of a FLOATING cork.sian.i oni found the voloume and ended the question.super dumb.how i wish i can have a clever mind.some fairy or angel will come and grant my wish??my art, juz in time to finish.but i have nt completed my prep work.1 colour exploration not done.moreover, i did not even have 10 pages of A3 size paper.oni 8.walao a!!!! but nvm.tmr is the last 2 papers.social studies and Math 1.really muz work hard for this two papers.after that, i'm gonna pamper myself! btw, 11/5 is gonna be my b'dae!haha.rite after exam.usually is during examz.=)lucky.haehae.BUT!i dunoe if my grades going to be good ernot.taking back the scrips is another BIG PROBLEM!

WOAH!!! i FEEL LIKE CRYING!!

WOAH!! i am so happy! and i m so sad... today chemistry paper juz rox man! i do find it quite manageble.but again, i don even noe if i would even pass.boring.sianz.life is so not meaningful.study.examz.puhhx.no study hard, exam fail!i'm implying to my math!it juz sux! no matter how hard i pray for a stronger determination, i juz don't have.suppose to wake up this morning @ 4 to study my math.but it turn put tt i woke up oni @ 7.haiyo!and oso blame myself for not having good math foundation,yet duwanna study hard!wat nonsense.how i wish i was born intelligent.after exam.jiachunn wanna cry ler.and i became so pissed of with the paper.jiachun don even feel like eating.she wory she'll dissapoint her mom.but being such a nice girl,with such a strong sense of determination,she'll succeed in her future!JIA CHUN! JIAO YOU!as for me,i will work hard for my next few examz.i promise.after taking the math test today.i realise dat i shudden slack any longer.nx year's my o'levels.how i wish i could score like my brother.13 marks.wtf.i don rmb seeing him studying when he was in sec sch.until now in JC,works are coming up.i dream is to go to JC.but not with this kinda marks!i must buck up ler!!! the day hv cum.my lee's leaving today n i wrote on the card tt janice had made:Good luck 4 ur future endevours! JIA YOU! well.he's really a wonderful tcr.choc tcr too.gif chocolates.btw,today mr lee gave our class a strawberry fruitplus each.i wonder if he is leaving oso? all the tcrs are going going.slowly...gone!

english paper 1.Geography.

heehee... today feeling quite ok for my geography paper.but i'm not sure if i would pass...dat's the most sian 1...my english paper??the formal letter.i wonder my format correct ernot and whether i have written the CORRECT things.... puhhx! the compo.don.even.noe.if.i'm.on.the.right.track. CAUSE! MY COMPO SOUNDS QUITE LAME! and it is like PRIMARY 6 WORK!!! haix.i hope i can pass my geography.tmr is chemistry paper and mathematics paper 2. math!tt tcr, nvr cum on tues which is the last day for us to do revision! sumore ytd he gaf us notes...correct r wrong??!?!?!?! duhhx. don bother to care bout HIM! tmr is fri. mr lee-chemistry trainee is leaving...i find he is quite a good tcr.hope he'll cum back and tch us.he promise he will cum and see all our faces when we are doing the ppr.and he is going for a holiday.haix.after examz.very quickly resume SYF ler.actually quite looking foward to it.but i worry i am too hot and keeps on sweating.duhhx.may 27.at the home team acadamy.and i DON EVEN NOE WHERE IS IT! +,ma'am angeline has yet to send to us how to go there.waiting for her emule.dunoe is it tt i hv deleted it.haix.c how 1st loh.bon voyage to mr lee.=)

1st Day..... Mid year....

haiz... today finally start mid year ler... Chinese today.. paper 1 was ok.... but!!! paper 2 was horrid! i don't even noe if the paper is difficult or wat loh... cnt finish my passage B, last question and my passage C. i have not even read the passage! i shud haf write faster... so sian loh.... 1st day like tt liao.... haiz.... almost everybody can finish up till at least passage C loh... i still at the last question..of passage B. i shud have juz quickly finish up my work and complete the last sentence. sianx. haix. so paranoid.n i don even noe if im failing my mother Tongue ernot. tmr is english paper 1 and geog! its geog!!!! puhhx! muz do well.. i rmb last year i fail..end of year.the 1 n oni... lucky tcr got mark wrong and he oso give me some more marks... haix.go and study now ler! Jia You to all my Peers!!!

to be or not to be

darn. i was not allowed to use the computer today. but no choice. i am very pek chek! today i went to help my mum at her store...ar!!very sianx... i oso dunoe wat happen. today is such a warm day!!!!!! nvm... happy time!! examz is round the corner!

Fail! once more!!

sianz... ytd was the 2.4 run... I fail agian!!! 2nd year failing... moreover, i failed by 2 min!!!!!!!!! sian.. i hafta the rerun the whole thing again... aiya.walk lah walk lah.shuying failed by 5 secs!!!!! but i tink the tcr will let her have the 5 secs... nvm..b ut my friends cheered for me!!! kailing go!!! wohoohoo..... wahaha. haiz mid year is round the corner. juz nx wed... ZzZz muz study hard.. btw, ytd i got back my SS ca marks. 39/100. sianx!!! i lose.. but not in my midyear! i am going to workhard le!! i bought back all my txtbks frm my locker ler..... =) hope everybody can pass with FLYING COLOURS!!!! JIA YOU!

hello! back with my blog again... suddenly feel like blogging... i have not done my blogskin yet... so it looks a lil' bit weird... o'm trying my best to look for a suitable skin for myself... C ya!