11th May 2011
-My birthday!- and i have turned 20.

meh. its like saturday now. lazy afternoon for me. i want to go for a jog later but i have no idea if i will go, or i will continue to rot at home. @.@

anyhoo, i always wanted to blog about my awesome birthday this yeah by my awesome friends, and my awesome boyfriend! but im so tired i just want to sleep sleep sleep. until last night my 30 mins nap turned into 3hours of sleep. so i only slept 4am in the morning, and now i want to sleep again. if this continue, i believe my bio cycle sure go crazy.

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alright, this is a birthday surprise from my awesome cliques! they know i have no sch on my actual birthday, so they gave me a surprise on tuesday instead. and im having DAV that day, im singing the birthday song while carrying the super heavy video camera.

well, all i can say is that i really appreciate their gestures and all the fun they have bring to me while studying. all the stress and all the fucked up mood can be chilled while being with them. i really cnt imagine how to survive this 3 years with only all the geeks, i can really cry and go crazy.

i have to admit sometimes their jokes are too harsh and the guys nvr give chance even if you are a girl. but lucky, i still can take it. hahaha!

and then that night i Kords gave me presents from Smiggle! he went there with his GF and they buy me 2 v cute eraser, 2 pencil and a notebook, well i guess i wont use them? they are too cute alrdy. :) and a ang bao from my mum when i wake up in the morning, its by the side of my bed.

but all im waiting is just wednesday, to go out w Jetro to sentosa. :) and now bcos of the that BiQin keep say me 有异型，没人性! wtf. nvm, let her blame me, she also know i very busy one, but i nvr forget you and Ah Ho hor! ...

i prepared egg mayo sandwich, seaweed chicken and drumlets for the trip to sentosa. awesome but i am the only one eating bcos Jetro 吃饱了! humph! HAHA! neh mind, my gain. :| of fats.

and this small teddy bear key chain is from Jetro! from a big one to a small one. but i still love it as much! he tell me, although small but the meaning is very big. yeah i know :) and its a couple bear. hahaha. and also got bling bling. LOL.

and we toured the underwater world, the luge the beaches and lepak there all the way. all i can say im very grateful for him to travel all the way here to spend a day with me and travel all the way back after a long tiring day. and i really appreciate all the little things that he have done for me.

and of course all my other friends too, whom have celebrated my birthday, and wishing me on my birthday.

i have no idea why, but i feel different for my birthday this year. i dunoe how i should put it but i feel great and much more appreciated.

alright, i have i finally finish updating my blog. for dunoe how long. and watching tv and eating and doing every thing. i know i cant multi task. pfft. byebye. aft this show im gg jogging!! :))

:) :| :(

yeah, i dunoe what and how i should be feeling right now. i am quite happy im living my life quite fruitfully as of now. i nvr take aftnn naps aft sch, because i rather use the time to complete my work or im at sch busy with FYP.

i really want to fully utilize my time i have with all the things i have. i have a laptop, a DSLR, a wacom but i just let them collect dust. i should make full use of them to learn new things. i duwan to just now a little of all these things, i want to know more and learn more. hope i will be able to master some skills..

yeah although i am living my life fruitfully, i am getting really tired man. i also feel my health deteriorating. my knees are the worst. last wed i went to swim for 1hr15mins straight and my knees are acting up alrdy. i dunoe what is happening. i really hope its just that there is not enough calcium. i dont wish its some injuries acting up now when i had a very bad fall few years ago.

and my gastric is being a pain in the ass. most of the time its fine, but when it starts acting up, its not fine at all. i duwan to grow old with all this sickness. i want to enjoy my day everyday with my loved one with no worries, no sickness and everything.

and im really afraid that wednesday comes a little too quickly? then sunday? SIGH!!! this one cannot be disclosed. its a secret and only my very close friends now.

dont worry, im gg to stay really strong and train myself to adapt to this fast paced society. i wont wait for the days to pass, i want to live my life where time is not enough for me and everyday is busy busy busy, so time pass very quickly.

cheers kailing, CHEERS!!! yeah i know its gg to be difficult and nbdy will understand how i am gg to feel. but whatever and who cares lah ok, i know what i want to do.

anyway, i had an awesome dinner and birthday surprise from rongrong and fershila. thank you for making it happen for me and xian. <3<3<3

the two organisers

and the two birthday girls. yeah, our birth dates are only 1 days apart. ;)

we had 2 cakes, a cheap one VS a expensive one. but both taste just as great cos its the thought that counts!

and we took a total of 30 polaroids. hahaha!

although its supposed to be a simple meal and it turned out to be a birthday surprise, we really had so much to laugh about, talk about and catching up to do.

its us, the awesome foursome. :) <3<3<3

and yeah, i really like this two pictures alot. i think this two photos will make me wonder one day, how have i lived my life, all that i have gone through and who are those that exactly stood by me all this moments.

especially this person. I LOVE YOU <3