Friday, November 04, 2011

:(


finally, someone talked to me about my relationship with Jetro, my cousin that went to japan to work, for the pass 14 years, he only visited us once and today he called me, asking me about jetro.

im really wondering if he is a spy from my aunts or not, but i really almost cried out. i dunoe if he is being concerned or what, but i just hate to see another person just asking and then despise us.

how am i even supposed to convince everyone that i have no problems with my r/s and everything is gg to be fine.
fine if you all want to think that i am naive, but at least i know what i want and i know what i should do. we have our own plans but i just dont understand, why can't the adults understand me?

yeah i know they wanted the best for me, i know they will be worried but i really will take good care of myself..