woot ah woot ah woot! haehae. happy for no reason! haha! =DD
fri went to change hp. haha! F480. haha. hvn really go explore the phone yet. been busy sleeping! ha! like a pig liddat. no matter how much sleep also not enough lah! wahaha!

fri aft change hp was about 9! tt day was super long!! long long long! everybody at home change hp. tt was like =.=" haha! happy ok liao lah. but but but!! when we wanna drive out from the shopping centre, it was like fucking long lah! jams jams jams! SIAN! wait for 1 hr+ still stuck dere. like wad oni. den take the other route out. the reverse arrow route. ha! den off we go! im so tired and hungry!
went to eat and go home, it like 11.30!! hvn do RJ! WTF! actually aft briefing got go lib with yas, yanru, caleb, elliot and elyass. wanted to go play Wii one. den all book alrdy. so decided to do RJ and all. i oni managed to do quiz and evaluation. LOL. too distracting.
lucky managed to finish in time. haha! =DD

slept 2hrs den wake up to work. tired dao. the day ended. happy.
its sunday!!! gg to end tough. walao. ha. trying to convert video put into hp tmr watch. hae. tmr is holiday!! 2 weeks! gg to canteen!! =)) anth opportunity to save up!

woohoo! i am so happy 2day. but today is a long day!!! lesson, UT, briefing. ah.... i cannot wait for 2day to end!! omg.. damn bored can?!?!

2day gg to change phone alrdy. still hvn decide to change samsung star or F480. haehae. hope not too expensive. im gg BANKRUPT!!!

i jus cannot wait for today to end!!! actually din want to come 2day. if not for tt UT!!!
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yeah! last week of school. i cnt be more happier than that. waha! and and and!! im so in love wwith korea dramas again. i lack of sleep! shall skip it tonight. and have a good rest. this week is heavy UT week. ah! although i am prepared to fail like wad, but i noe i have to buck up in sem2.

dun forget my aim- scholarship at the end of the yr. i hope i will still be able to reach it. but if i continue to have constant Bs and Cs. scholarship will be out of reach!! buck up for the sake of bucking up yeah!

never forget my intrinsic motivation! is mum and dad working hard for me to study! i mus work hard. i shall never forget that. auntyLin also told me take good care of mum and dad. hais. i shall prove it. UUSH!

i wanna korean fren,
that can take me to korea to enjoy
i wanna Jung Pio, ZiHou, YiCheng,
handsome x100000000000000000000
so hot x1000000000000000000000
yah! i wanna learn korean!

under korean craze again!!! =) i wanna go there again!!!

ooh. so tired. ytd was mass drama at night. aunty even watch w me. watch until 1.20 den sleep, 3.30 wake up go work. mum scold me. say serve me right. tired rite. noe got work still want to watch!

but u cnt blame me! ha, cos i cnt stop. sumore in the middle alrdy. its so interesting!!!
anyway i was watching BOYS BEFORE FLOWER-F4!! omg!!! by jus mentioning the name im gg crazy!!! im feeling so hot!! so handsome!! hae.. =DD!! *kim bum!!!!

fri lesson was like long!!! den we started webcam-ing, while everybody doing presentation. and pris is keep distracting me with her F4 pictures. i cnt concentrate! haha! but tt was funny!! den we edited 1 picture. but i lost it leh! walao! damn sian. but nvm, still got original. ha!
what i dont understand is why our enterprise skills lesson, our group only has pathetic 3 ppl oni?

ps. im ugly in the pics. walao. but who cares right!?

ooh. my eyelids are capping! tired say from sch today! tmr got UT. din learn a single shit, actually i din noe wad to revise too. it is cognetive. headache.

my target towards the scholarship is getting further and further!! should i erase it from my wishlist?! nono, cnt cnt. cnt give up so fast. all the best for UT!

tmr gg to aunty lin's office. not to do facial. but to let her see dad's NUH letter. dad is not feeling well again. actually, what exactly is happening inside him? HAIS! i cnt take care of him. i feel bad. v bad.

ah. financially tight. mum's tight. dad's tight. im tight. shit. how to pay sch fees?!

ahh!!! i feel very bad this few days. v sad. im palms and feet are sweating like mad.! there is no cure to it?! im v worried for myself. haiya!!! SIAN! howi wish, 1day, it will recover. im quite sad bcos of it.

2day was super hungry. den went to buy burgers, for myself and 8 more ppl. 8 leh! walao. imagine i tell aunty, i wan 9. de aunty was like 9? yes 9! LOL. i feel so malu buying it, and carrying it. lucky eileen help me take frm lift dere. i duwan to be the joke again. LOL. den we took 1 picture. but how come i count oni got 8? i oni noe elyas not in pic. his hand beside my face. who is the other?

ok, now i found all 9. LOL!

im on the verge of not blogging!!! everything is so slow. im pissed!

2day had clinic on programming. i learnt NTH! god damn me. i was distracted the WHOLE 2HRS! and i find tt time pass very quickly. i was too indulged in myself. ha.

ytd, i got a cut 3cm long on my thumb. fucktard. i was using aunty clipper to cut my nails. den i itchy hand go bend it, itchy hand! the metal break and slide thru my thumb. damn. don tell me the time to get cut is cuming! i duwan to be cut-ed all over my hands again!

haha, rong's turn to say i am lazy. actually i wanted to blog in school 1day. was typing typing de faci cum, so i closed it. so end up nvr post.

ahh. and and and! i want to thanks those that wished me HAPPPY BIRTHDAY! LOL. although no special celebration, was simple and im happy.

actually was plnning to change hp last mon, den sy say call strhub, dey gg to gif vouchers! must ASK one! so i called and called, the call is super long. ytd, i put dere for 3mins plus, finally dey pick up. den this operator keep ranting and ranting! dun if me chance to ask. but i still asked. need wait 5 working days for the voucher the come. so long. bcum tmr wanna change cnt change, need wait nx week again! nvr ending waiting.!!!

woo. i did my 195th post when im 18!! cheers! im growing up alrdy. btw, i decided not to go to the symphony audition aldy. ha! actually i not v interested also. tmr im gg to mail de person:

thank you for inviting me. after reading the things to do in audition i tink i cnt do it. also, i played horn when i was in pri sch. and i'hv forgotten all the theory things. i think i wouldn't make it.

liddat ok?? aiya, i v confused leh. TSK!!!! sian. but dun care. tmr den care. im so lack of sleep ok. 2day morn 5.10 den sleep. watching drama. ha. tired. break my personal record alrdy, so late en sleep. haha.

thanks seeying and rongrong, being the 1st and 2nd to send me b'day wishes. actually i is purposely stay awake wait sms de lor. hahaha! =))

ahh. shit. mon is audition for the symphony. and den i was put to try out the french horn. shit. i noe nothing about it can!! should i go?? hais. sian leh. if i go there den i know nothing? or i should go try it out?

hmm. tink i go try it out lor. cos so many ppl, maybe nvr choose me? den i can peacefully go badminton le. although im not in, but i can still go for leisure and play. i tink i go try out the symphony 1st see how. i abit erm, forget alrdy. mon go there and ask the others. ha. maybe is gg to be smooth yeah.

yeah, tmr is my birthday alrdy. im turning 18. so fast. big girl alrdy. sometimes i duwan to grow old so fast, but sometimes i wan. haha. contradicting w myself. =))

ahh. i cnt make up my decision. should i go try for a place for the badminton school team?? i jus go there for leisure??? or shud i go for the symphony audition. ahh.
but until now, the symphony has yet to send out the audition date, hope it does not clash on tues or thurs. cos i have not make up my decision!!! headache.

20 more mins to 3. still awake. jus now i took a 4 hr afternoon sleep, and i ended up being awake. but i guess im gonna sleep soon.

its raining but im feeling so hot. doesnt cool me at all. shag.
oh, and i got a freaking C for my enterprise. ha! WTH!

ahhh. im so freaking full. spend my day at taman jurong KTV. shag. cnt believe me gg to tt place. but ok lah. jus tt i go w 3 aunties. LOL. 1 is mum, 1 is aunt, and 1 is mum's fren. den dey sing old song to me, i sing young song to them. ha. and it costs us $43. quite cheap eh!!! but if u wan tt kind of kbox standard, u can don't go there. my advice.

ahh. im tired tired tired. i mus learn to apply what i learn. ytd, i learn to be optimistic. WTH. nvm. i should be optimistic to go and help mum. tmr she gg back early. den i sian. but i noe tt de day will come. why not jus love it and dun let it affect me??? i shud be happy to be able to go there bcos there is ppl there, toking to me. if not i at home oso sian. cheerios! =DD

oh yeah, congrats to kords for passing his driving test on thurs!! yeah! its gg to be my turn soon!!!