hohoho! my 160th post 2day! LOL. so many alrdy. hahaha! but all my post nonsense sia. cos nth is entertaining in my life.

2day tio scolded by mum. 2times sia! SPOIL MY BLOODY MOOD. damn. super sian. den aftnn was back to normal agn. cnt angry too long. ltr she will KB de lor. sian.

days at home oso sian. om gg crazy soon. no frens no cousins. oni got 1 stupid huatts keep irritating me. make me pissed off. sian. cazy crazy crazy! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ooh ohh oh! i'm so happy! for no reason. =)) but i'm jus happy. it makes my day! v fast, i'm gg malacca this weekend alrdy. DUN MISS ME FRENS! hahaha!

im tired 2day. din sleep for v long the aftnn. cos v v v v v v v hot! plus i wanted to watch TV. 10 brothers last episode. so touching...

and i msg TT 2day. he is leaving to the states on the 22nd. v fast. and he say wil treat us b4 gg. haha! so funny. and he say i blurr. omg. buay tahan. but he say no matter wat, work hard. yeap. wait for my good news when u cum back nx year! =)

NIGHTIES!

ooh! sian. didnt go jogging agn. this week damn slack. cnt cnt! tmr go tmr go. haha. mus diet! diet diet diet!

omg. i'm like so tired can. i want to sleep AGN! i came back abt 1pm 2day, den slept all de way to 6. great. den now wanna slp agn. ha! no choice. i'm like oways not enuf slp lor. 2day is such a warm day. if not i can sleep until 8, like normal days. lol. yes, i'm a pig. heck care. ahahaha!!!

tmr gg for breakfast w dad. ooh, didnt see him for 2 weeks, cos last week i went to east coast. tmr gg to see him, den gg to skip anth week not seeing him, cos go malacca.

and ohh!! i want to buy converse shoe! but v ex. and i dunoe wan cut my frindge ernot. cut until de eyevrow dere. cos v long, so i cat bear. but i wanna but. ha! arguing w myself.
CONSIDERING IN PROGRESS!!!

yeah yeah yeah! it's sat tmr! this week is so long. so endless!!! i wanna rest man! but tmr gg to work. wth. i need money lah, no choice. haha! omg, my lifes boring man. all my frens not free. huatts oso keep gg camp. my cousins all working. woa. sian. nbdy acc me. i wan find job nbdy wan hire. i am hardworking de ok. sian!


and yeah! i finally found my cube. it's like so lost under my bed.

ahh. boredem strikes! super sian. unknown tension at home. AGAIN. sian. heck care lah. damn.

i was tinking if i want to open a blogshop leh. have been finding suppliers and all. ha. dunoe if wan open ernot. hmm. haha. lol. cum back frm malacca den decide lah.
v fast, 2 more weeks gg to malacca alrdy. dat tym say still got 1 mth+. now gg le, but how to go dere not decided. ahh.

sick and tired! sick and tired!

woo! tired tired. but wanna use com. ZZZ. nth to blog oso. my life's so boring.

btw, sun went east coast. play like mad. pity it rain and my journey back was ZZZ. duwan to elaborate, cos i too silly alrdy. haha. nvm, enjoy ok le lah! HEEHEH! and i fell 2 times! DUMB DUMB DUMB. got blue black leh. so long nvr hv blue black alrdy. see liao v shuang, like small children liddat! HAHAHA!

ahh. quite sian. cos tmr gg to work. mum was pissed, cos huatts gg. ZZZ! she is still relying on me. i duwan! i wan to work outside!

2day i went to recruit express. i told dem i did not work b4. budden cum to tink of it, i sell b4 christmas card leh. den i duwan work as retail leh. she ask me i was hesitating. den i said ok lah. aiya. sian. dunoe wan to call he ernot. aiya. heck care lah. de most i duwan go malacca liao lah. hais. headache. headache!! hope can v fast got job. joey de better, cos more familier, but hers like quite slow. aiya! DUNOE!!!

2day went imm, buy earpiece and present for exchange de. hehe. so lame lah! den gg to put some sweets inside too. but dunoe wan buy wad sweet leh. gg to bring my cam oso, go take pics. we gg to east coast to blade! YEAH! HAHAHAHA! =))


faster got jo. faster got job. faster got job!

oh yes yes YES!!! i'm a happy soul!! =DDDDD
YEAH YEAH YEAH! YEAH YEAH YEAH!

kords lend me money to buy camera~~~~!!!! i wanted to saiko dad. and he agreed. den kords was like aiya, i lend her lah. but the money is frm kords and mum de shared acc. damn. did not tell mum bout it. quick quick get job quick quick return to kords and huatts. ahaha! but i'm v happy. now i noe how much my family LOVES ME!!!

yeah! v touched. kords oso lend me his creative mp3 go to malacca. tink this time round got entertainment le bah. psp and ipod touch have to wait liao. should stop spending money alrdy.

tmr gg to work. yeah! and gg to call joey alrdy. ask her bout the job. hope can fast fast chop chop lor. need money mah. but anyway, i'm happy!!! =DD

ahh. i was on the verge of crying! when i was at JP 2day. sian. cos i hv decided to borrow $$$ frm dad to buy the camera. and the camera dat i'hv been eyeing on was sony de T-300. i couldn't find it in alot of plcs. den i went to look for it in courts. and i saw! was damn excited. but the person tell me it's not it the market anymore. no more of tt product. i was like WTH!!! I WANTED THAT! omg. den nvm, de promoter introduced me anth. functiong more or less the same. but the LCD screen smaller lor. i tink i buying tt. plus now got year end promotion. got free 4GB memory card and 1 batt.

http://www.sony.com.sg/microsite/cybershot/products/t77/index.html?hpid:CS:YEP_micro:banner_t77

i tink its T77 i'm buying. asap soon! cos on the 23rd gg to sentosa w pri sch frens. ha. but cnt oso can use hp de lah. lol. tmr gg to breakfast w dad. ask him got $$$ mah. lend me. hehe. since got promo, i tink $450 or $400 is enuf. see when he wanna lend me lor. tmr or nx week. walao. plan until so good, ltr he dun hv. i faint. lol. but mo choice lor. dun hv jiu ren ming bah. wait 4 jobs until my neck oso long liao loh...

2day went jp. mum bought me a sandals. is slippers. but got the strip at the back. lol. and i bought myself a jogging jersey! YEAH! den went to pasar malam walk walk. saw a pinafold, wanted to buy. but mum say not nice. nvm lor. =) but glad didnt buy it lah, dunoe y. den bought some finger food and we went home liao. mum oso bought wat she want. hehe. nice day w mum. keep laughing at me wear superman oso. walao. =.=" so lame.

2day didnt go jogging. v v v tired frm work. i was brushing and brushing the stall. cos mum de back pain. lol. good work out oso. anth reason is my leg pain sia. cnt walk down stairs aft ytd jogging. but i tink gg to be ok soon. hehe! and and and! my bloody sore throat and flu is getting frm bad to worst man. sianess. hate hate hate!

misses! loves! =DD

ahh! so tired. so long nvr see this new page le. cos i using kords de com. he left it open and went back to camp. so i use it lor. lazy open mine. ytd and 2day went jogging lor! YEAH YEAH YEAH! can feel the stamina improving. mus start diet le lah! tmr gg to JP w mum. go shop shop. cos nbdy at home leh! kords at camp. huatts oso go CCA camp. uncle got dinner. left all the women at home. mum and i go JP lor. so sian. so see look see look lah. nth to do oso.

jus now called nuanqi. we talked for bout 2 to 3 hrs. ha. had such a nice talk w her. all those nonsense sia. lol. she's my pri sch fren. woo! so happy hvig such a looooonnnngg fren like her and the others. and i believe we will always be! =))

ahahaha. tired. 2day 3am wake up until now hvn slp sia. gg to knock out soon. tired. tmr gg cantenn too! and i realise i no shirt to wear sia. tmr ask mum buy. kekekeke!!
okok, i gg to slp le lor. cos i'm half asleep liao.
I WANNA DREAM OF YOU! LOVES!

haiyayayaya! super sian. dere's a doubt in my mind which i cant explain... i'm v confused! i'm debating it myself in my mind. it makes me OLD MAN! lol! HAHAHAHA! headache sia. hais.

was home de whole day. rain rain rain. morn made sushi, den de whole aftnn dunoe do wat. wanted to go jogging, but rain sia. my leg recovered abit alrdy, but still pain. but can tahan lah. and i'm sick. got blocked nose and sore throat. cant be more suay. suay suay suay.

and i guess my wish of buying a camera b4 gg to malacca is thrashed! i cnt find a job leh. sian. joey hvn call me leh. hope tmr call. chop chop!! den i can work liao lor. got money le lor. i got this urge to borrow $600 frm dad to buy camera 1st. den when i got pay i pay him immediately. but dunoe he got cash ernot. sian. i really wanna buy lor. i duwan to depend on others. humph!

and i dreamt bout my eye candy agn. think i'm hving a crush! waahah! but tt can be a dumb idea! he MUST STAY AS MY EYE CANDY!

i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work i wanna work

aiyo!! cnt tahan. damn damn damn.! i'm feeling so bad lor! haiyayaya!!

went for intvw 2day, saw de newspaper. is $6/hr. i day work 8 hrs oni leh. dat means 1 day $48. 1 mth is $960 oni. omg. so i tell my mum, i'm not gg to work dere! de plc is nice, but its small, and hard to find! seriously, hard to find.
den joey called me. at bukit timah de. got direct bus 4 me. is %6.50/hr. extra 50c makes a big diff! but i dunoe de plc how, hvn call 4 intvw yet. dat 1 is confirm 20th mus start work. so intvw shud be this few days bah. hope can successful. i wanna buy camera. i oso plan liao. if i cnt get pay on time, i gg to ask dad to lend me 1st. hope he hv, my 1st pay i immediately pay him back.

and i told mum bout my sci. she was so mad. den she was okay. lucky. den she called TT. TT still go tell her my sci v good, v wasted. damn. i confirm, guarantee plus chop gg to take it agn nx yr! ha! and my bloody math. jus hope my math and humans can pass. go RP. pls! omg. pray hard pray hard.

ahh. did de dumbess think in my whole life. even the dumbess person will not let this kind of thing happen to himself.
i actually missed my sci mcq man. shit. i guess i gg to retake my sci and math ppr nx yr alrdy. den i shud enrol into RP. serious.
i was so sad jus now, so regret nvr go and look at my entry proof b4 i slp. i dun dare to tell my TT and my mum. sian. but nvm, as long as i can go poly, gg where doesnt matter alrdy anymore. dere is a successful person in every thing. as long as u work hard.

now i jus hope my math and humans can get a mere pass. den i can go RP. and i should tackle w my sci and math. den do well in nx yr. the syllybus i taking is gg to be de last in nx yr alrdy. lucky i can retake. but tink until need retake prac is a headache man. but, dat's de process. i'hv got no choice. the ball start rolling when i was in sec sch alrdy. i was procratinating and being lazy all the time.

ltr gg to tell mum, she's gg to scream at me. but i got no choice. i cant bluff her. i hv to tell her. ltr msg TT oso bah. hope everything is gg to be as planned. de i can go RP le. and EXCEL!

ahaha! saw eye candy this morn. lol. abit awkward. how cum i hv this kind of dream w him?! =.= v unexpected lor. lol. ha. dunoe. mixed feelings. so heck care.

legs super pain 2day sia. pain pain pain! actually not so pain de lor. maybe stand too long at canteen 2day. ha. and i aftnn dat tym walk super fast go meet huatts. cum back slp wake up bcum worst. aftnn i walk alrdy like penguin liao. now walk like duck. ha. cos really v pain. den went out 4 dinner my mum. no appetite all. not feeling well alrdy, den cum back until now i hv been on the bed. lol. nvr step out at all. diao. din go jogging, cos really cnt make it. ha. huatts keep saying i weak. walao. really v long nvr run liao sia.

tmr gg to hv my last ppr alrdy. shit. i cnt rmb bout sci. cos last min work cnt go into my thick head. last time study now 4get liao lor. ZZZ. den maybe tmr early morn gg to JTC, recruit express? den cum back take exams bah. shud be liddat. cos i duwan waste time le lah, and i didnt call joey 2day.

2days aftnn nap was super duper pissing. damn. slp no 10 mins, phone ring, den anth 10 mins, dog bark. walao. headache sia!!!! keep continuing and cycling like wad sia. slp until oso angry. walao. this is my kungfu okay. sleep oso can angry.

this few days feeling v lonely leh. dunoe lack of wat. hais. so sian. de best is faster go find job and earn lots of money. den i wont be thinking so much and feeling lonely lor. hais.

ps: maybe i need ur love and concern! I MISS YOU! hahaha! DUMB.

woo! tmr gg to work. gg to be damn tired. ha! aiya, heck care lah. tmr aftnn cum back den slp. tmr mum gg to go to JB sign smth, w all my aunts. ha. huatts gg sch, i'll be all alone. lol.

2day went to have breakfast w dad at market. den went to imm, huatts wanna buy basketball shoes. den i oso bought a jogging shoes. yeah!!! and i did went jogging jus now. my legs soft liao. ha. too long nvr run liao. tmr oso gg! =)) starting my plan le! i wanna diet! nx yr gg poly ler. ha!
den imm got this Best promo, sell all digital camera and mp3 mp4. i saw wat i wanted, but no $$$. den suddenly got this promo, for 10 pieces of camera, gg off at $199. dad want to buy for me. but i insisted on my T300. but de promo nvr sell leh. den i went into the sony shop, oso dun hv T300. walao. i scare dun hv liao. i'm aiming at anth liao.

aft dat dad drive us home. we went to the psp shop. i asked for the package. 4GB is $403. but if wanna buy the limited edition is add anth $30. den if wan 8GB is add anth $40. so if i wanna buy red and 8GB, the total is $473. ahh. and got camera. but i guess i cnt buy until both. even if i get my salary, i oso cnt earn so much in such a short time. hais. buy camera is my 1st priority.

tmr gg to call joey, ask her help me find admin de job. he.
DIET DIET DIET!

ahh!! still this stinky old page. damn. and i checked alrdy, if wanna terminate mus pay $400+. damn. tink hv to continue using. faster faster, stop man. damn. how i wish this 2 yrs faster finish. dun understand y the system always down lah! damn.

and u now wat, i had a dream this morn. i dream holing my eye candy's hands. wow. so sweet. haha. like so real. diao. if see him on mon sure paiseh dao, dunoe he got the same dream ernot? HAHAHA! so lame. but anyway, i liked tt feeling. =)) so sweet. hehe.

haha, and smbdy is being wooed! lol. i dunoe wad couple really say lor, like got everything under the world to speak off, dey can chat like midnight to 3+. den mass spam sms. i really dun understand. den when i ask her, she say jus say abt anything lor. haha! so diao. haha! ha, if dere's sumone beside me now, dat will be so good?? haha! dun understand. WAT IS LOVE?

went imm 2day, went to walk walk, den went giant. ha, bought the things to buy sushi, i'm gg to make sushi agn! i oso wan go jogging le, this time on liao. i mon start at night go jogging. hehe! and job hunting liao!
anyway, i found a buyer of my guitar, is huatts de fren, kang cheng. his budget $150, but i tink i sell him $90 to $100 bah, see we last time so good tgt. haha! sell away my guitar jiu shuang lor, but now like bu she de le. hais. but no choice, mus sell away. if not i oso not learning. oni noe de songs at sch learn de. waste money. so sell bah, aft awhile i'll 4get bout my guitar.

hais, sian. this few days use blogger is de old page, cnt upload photos one. sian. keep refreshing oso useless. and, i was tinking if i wanna terminate my vodafone, cos i really sick and tired of it liao. the system always down de lor. but terminate need to gif $$$, cos hvn 2 yrs yet. sian. so dumb go sign the contract. haiyer. sian lor. damn. dat tym sign for vodafone cos huatts duwan make de line wireless. so i go sign. damn. when den will de system be like better?

the page keep loading the old de v sian lor, i cnt upload pics leh. and i oso decided go find admin job le lor, cos i need the break in dec holidays, den i tink i more comfortable dere bah. shall start tmr. but straits time tmr, den sat and sun can off leh. aiya, headache, cos i wanna buy my camera, bo bian. mus fast 1. ha. but if really cnt buy i'll be like so sad lor, cos some things i dunoe. i cnt assume it myself. sikally like this yr liddat, actually wanted to go out work, end up whole yr at mum's stall. hope this time is successful lah.

2day went to work agn. arms and legs hurting like mad. too long nvr stand and cut so many things alrdy. super sour. tmr oso gg, hehe. 2day saw my eye candy, so high agn. lol.

huatts won de food race also, 2nd price. won $100. win liao lor. ha. not my money also, heck care. ha.

its fri agn! WEEKENDS! ARE SO BORING!

ahh, tired day, slept thru de whole aftnn. 2day huatts wanna rest, ask me go canteen. so i went lor, early morn w mum. tmr oso gg, cos huatts join de singapore food race, dunoe wad, he say gg to be on TV lor. haha, i shall see, how my silly bro look on tv. HAHAAH!

i did my sushi ytd! damn nice ok. ahah, but 2day eat not nice le lor, cos de cheese melt alrdy, i not gan xin sia, tmr gg to buy things to make agn. humph! cos ytd eat de is super nice de lah!

i was tinking if i should jus go to my aunt's facial shop to work lor, cos de agent hvn get back to me yet lah. haiyer, dunoe leh. hope can faster. go to my aunt's dere is got alot advantages. 1 is i can take leave go m'sia all dat i can tell her. if go suntec work de advantade is got advantage and nearer. so i oso dunoe. but if by mon the agent nvr get back to me i guess i shall go to my aunt's alrdy, cos i wanna get to my target earlier and faster!
jus now went to the game shop see psp, but i hvn ask de package. i wangted to buy red, but huatts say to red, so i tink i buy pink bah. den buy the red leather pouch, ha! i oso wanna buy the camera v soon! i wanna bring it to malacca, i wanna show off to smbdy!

walao! v sian de lor! my vodafone keep DC de leh! v pissed off lor! KNN! still mus wait 2 yrs den can terminate, cos i went to sigh a contract. FUCK! oways cannot display cannot diaply!
use until i oso pek chek. KNN!

2day was a slacked day. so i cooked herbal tea egg for my family to eat. hehe! but not v seeped thru yet. i morning cook until now de sia. lol! aiya, heck care, tmr den eat lor, but now oso can eat, not so nice oni.
afternn went to eat sakae w rong and fer, and jiawen and pingping. haha. dat's how dey are called lor. lol. at sakae was laughing like mad sia. we went to westmall de. den not enuf space to seat, so 5 ppl took 4 seats. 2,3. me and fer w rong 1 table, lucky i slim enuf, can seat w fer. haha! no lah, is fer slim enuf! i den got space. haha! and we are laughing like wad and super duper full lor. cos b4 dat i ate. awhile oni i clear de tables rong ask me liao. i faster go force to BO. haha!

den 5 of them went w me to pasar malam buy t-shirt. haha! so tua pai. lol. i bought L-size this time. cos y mum say M abit too small. abit bigger jiu jus rite. so i bought L lor. not much diff lah, accept longer and wider abit nia. den actually i is choose 4 de lor, dunoe y how cum take 3 oni leh, now i oso cnt tink wat is the other 1 lor. haha! heck care lah, save back de $15 lor.

tmr gg to jp de ntuc. i wanna buy seaweed and de mee soto paste. actually i 2day wan make liao de lor, but when i go here de ntuc dun hv leh, so 2day no sushi and no mee soto. jus herbal eggs, which is oni partially done. ha!

jus now oso got call joey, she ask me go suntec work. den i say ok lor. hehe, de pay not bad and like zuobo liddat. haha! but if i wanna earn $500, it takes me abt 11 days. but wad i worry is when de pay will cum sia?

Rong, de pay is how de huh? 1 week get 1 time or wad? den 1 day abt how many hrs? haha! THANK YOU;

ooh yeah! had my last written ppr 2day! yes yes yes! haha! nx week den is my mcq. walao, y duwan id de same week? i can go out work le lor! humph! now hv to wait anth week. tmr den call joey, jus now call her the nimber engaged. wan faster find job, i wanna buy digital camera by the 5th dec, cos my aunt gg to bring me to malacca de A'Famousa resort! yeah! den i wan take alot of pics. hehe. and i wanna show xiaogu dat i oso got my own $$$ buy. cos last time we go korea den she duwan lend me her xtra memory stick, i can tell! NVM! humph!

i buy le digital camera oso wanna buy psp. hehe. this few days hooked liao. play huatts and kords de, until i oso luan! haha! no choice, cos really hook! YEAH! hahaha! hope if even got left money, can go but my ipod liao! haha! den i'll be super duper happy and mad like wad, but i doubt lor. lol.

2day ss was like err!!! damn. i studied sri lanka like mad didn't cum out. diplomacy anddeterrence came out, and other 2, forget. i did diplomacy and deterrence, ok lah. but i nvr study lah! if i study i can do lor, luckily i flip thru de txtbk, can do abit here and dere. and i tink source base quite easy. hais, jus hope can go poly lah! most impt is math mus pass!

tmr gg to asar malam w rong, dunoe wad time and all. haha! dat day jus say say den okok on on. haha! ltr den msg, maybe we gg to meet at viwawa? rite? gambling queen!!~ hahaha!

walao. super sianess. totally no mood to mug for my SS for wad happened ytd, my aunt and uncle came, to tok to me. damn. hais. wad can i say? since a desicion have been made. i v wei qu now u noe? i'm so sad. sian. sian. SIAN! hate it like wad. HAIS!

i mus mug for my SS!! humanities is impt!
tues gg to pasar malam w rong, i wanna buy shirt. hehe. and i gg to find job le! hehe, money money money! alot alot of money. YEAH! got salary liao 1st ting i wanna buy is the digital camera lah! den ipod. hahaha!

i shud repent, but i will not say sorry, unless u say sry to my mum.
i'll repent, i will reflect on my actions. but from 2day onwards, things will be different.

my day sucks. i dont care, i wanna grow up quickly and leave this bloody place, full of crap and shits. i wanna go back to my own hse. why is my parents divorced and attached to anth agn?
i jus hate that MAN! u deprived me of so many things, u made my mum suffer, u let huatts attitude change. i jus hate u through and through. if killing is not against the law, i would use a knife to pierce u. in and out in and out.

u're not worthy of my mum. u're not even her shit. don try to bully her or even any 1 else in my family, i'll make u suffer. when u grow old, u're under my control. den u will DIE AND SUFFER IN MY HANDS. I WILL MAKE MY REVENGE! u better leave my mum. yes, u better. don bcos everytime i nvr tok back u think i good to bully. there's limits to my patience ok.

2day is the day, i looked myself in awe. i cant believe i did all these things. sry nack for hurting u, my heart hurts too! i'hv got no choice, u gotta understand. if i'hv gone crazy 1 day, somebody jus push me down the building. i duwan to go to jail. i wan to end my life at tt v moment. serious, if i did smth wrong, i wish sum1 can end my life, i'll be grateful to u.

wad happened wad happened?!?! i'm worried dere's retribution to me nx tym, but i did this for self defence, if i dun do this, i'll be sry to myself, sry to my mum. jus bcos of playing mahjong at home, and u are not happy? and pls, even if u are not happy, dun vent ur anger on my mum! she's also got parent! dun tell me u dun hv?! wan tell tell me ok, u r unhappy w me, not my mum! so pls, tell me! u tink ui are v big?! pls, u are not. i dun look up to u AT ALL! cos u are a LOSER! BIG BIG LOSER! PUI MY SALIVA AT U!

yes, i lose my mind 2day! i slammed de cupboards, the toilet door, and i even break a pail. i'm crazy. no, i'm angry. v angry. i jus dun understand wats his bloody pblm? can he speak nicely? if u are not happy, dun cum back and vent all ur angers on us. we are not ur puppets. u tink u wan slap me u can? i gif u slap u oso dun dare, so? LOSER! if u dare slap me, i'll SUE U! COS U ARE NOT MY FATHER! cum on lah, my dad doesn't even beat me. so who are u to do it? i dun care hu are u! COS U ARE NOT EVEN NICE TO MY MUM. but hey, this have not ended yet. when huatts cum back, there's round 2. i'm not afraid to cum up and protect my family, cos it's my responsibility. the onli ting dat i lack of is money, CASH! enuf money so i could bring my family back to our own hse to stay, den we are off ur clutches! u tink we really need u so much? u are jus a burden. since u like to tell my mum and scold my mum, u wan me to go to ur mum and spill everything u did to us, and make her heartache? pls, maybe unfortunately, u'll lose ur mum! but huh! i dun tink u gif a damn, the most u jus drop a few crocodile tears and u are back to ur own life. u only have frens. u are a BIG FAILURE! u jus sucks to the core, i dun respect u anymore, u made me change opinion of u, 2day. WATCH OUT!


did not went for POA ppr 2day, gif up, i tot i finished learing everything, but i was wrong. i woke up early morn to study, omg, i saw depreciation, incomplete records and wat wat wat, i gif up. i went back to sleep and went to canteen. i'm left w 2 more pprs. SS and Sci MCQ. WOO! i'm off the hook, i'm gg to earn money!

HAIS! i'm feeling so bored, i'm feeling so bad, i wanna cry!!!!
my math sucks 2day. the time was not enough for me. and i started to panick agn. den when i bring out the qn ppr to do agn, i realise i can do it. and i lose marks jus like dat! maybe i'm gg to sit for o's again nx yr! hais, i duwan to fail my math u noe? sobs! i'm so angry w myself too! i woke up 4 in the morning for the sake of an A for my math, and i studied vectors and probability, and vectors came out oni 1 mark, and i fucking dun understand wad the probability is asking.

CB!i cant stop being angry w myself! i feel i'm such a dissapointment! get an A? omg, now i oni hope for a mere pass! HAIS! so angry, but no one noes. i'm feeling so depressed oso. for some _ _ _ _ _ reason. y is it oways
_ _ _ _ _ problems? faster go poly, i wanna make new _ _ _ _ _!!!! i jus hate myself! the new year faster cum! everything will start afresh! HAIS! maybe i should jus lower down my expectations. the higher the expectations, the higher the dissapointment. i finally get to understand this sentence. but only at this time, it's too bloody late. if i really fail my math this time, i seriously dunoe wad course to go to, i hopefully wanna go to a good course and excel! jus hope dat my math can pass, my sci and humans can pass, everything doesnt matter anymore. gif me a chance, i will excel like nbdy's business nx year. all i need is 1 more chance. HAIS!

tmr is my poa ppr, waking up early to study oso, den gg to mum's stall, cos huatts gg sch. dunoe, maybe i feel quite sian, actually can dun go, but my mum dat day fall down, v pain. so i go help her bah, HAIS! 1 more SS ppr and my written ppr is done and over with. left 2 mcq, but i oso cnt slack, mus do well. hais...

ooh!!! 5 more pprs and i'm OFF THE HOOK! hahahaha1 so shuang! but this 5 pprs is stretched over 2 weeks. so lame! waste my time lor!

anyway, did my phy ppr 2day, i was LIKE SO EASY CAN! but i dunoe how to do. cos i forget the formulas!!!!!!! omg! I JUST HATE IT MAN! i was happily memorising it when i was on the way to the exam. den when i flip open the 1st pg, i dunoe how to do alrdy, and everything screwed up! bloody hell. and as i flip to the back, all the formulas start to dissappear!!!!!!! OMFG OMFG! PISSED OFF AND ANGRY W MYSELF! ASSHOLE. ahh! and i loss 14 marks of uncompleted work and blanks. the rest still ok. hope that section B can help me pull up, cos section B is so easy, i can do! PLS PLS PLS! OMG! i'm so worried. still got 1 more sci mcq, hope will not screw up!

tmr is my math 2. omg! and i'm done w math. but i hope is easy, cos ppr 1 SUCKS! dammit. hais! sianess! sianess!
eat dinner and it's time to mug! rest early too! TMR IS MORN PPR! UUSH!

ooh. MIA ytd. hehe. so lazy to post oso. ahh. so bloody slack too!

tmr hving phy ppr in the aftnn, it's my 5th! i'm half way there! YEAH! but i oso hope it's a success! i duwana fail agn! ahh. damn damn damn.
had tuition jus now, was my last session w TT, cos i guess there's no need for help anymore, the impt subjs are all over! omg, quite sad. haha! and his is gg to leave fot the states in dec. cnt see my results le eh! shall work hard for u! hehe! yes yes! i'll work double hard! until u cum back and see me succeed! HUMPH!

2 more weeks and i finish my exam, the lamest is nx week mon, SS ppr and den stop till nx nx week de 2 MCQ! YEAH! and i'm really free. hafta start to look for job le! YEAH! tink until exam finish so happy, but i scare take result and don't do well agn. HAIS! when i tink of the fun, i shud work double hard! cos i duwan to fail agn!

UUSH KAILING! =DD

walao! sian! i acidentally deleted jus now dat post sia! now hv to retype. i jus now oso hvn type finish de lor! KNN! pissed off.

i said,
2day was a very boring day! SUNDAYS ARE BORING! nth to do. still got tmr de public holiday, i'm not gg to have fun u noe! gg to chiong my poa poa poa! like mad! humph! dun believe this time cnt get a pass. bloody hell. lazy to type lah! BORED!

ahh. super tired. the day has finally ended! the BBQ was a long long day. and i'm feeling sleepy now. ZZZ. didn't help out much actually. but at least i did help. urgh. and i got a bloody haircut sia, don like it at all lor. damn. hais! regret it!!! nvm, take it as trim, my hair faster grow back to when i hvn cut!

and! i did not serve xian and fer. so sorry! i entertained myself by walking nack oni. sry sry, nx tym will be better. den bout 8+ 9 went home to clean up nack. and mahjong w huatts and his friends. lol. and listened to de radio, the 93.3fm, live on the dunoe wad award, and started singing. woot! mus go kbox aft 0's. hehe. yeap yeap! so tired, tmr morn hving breakfast w dad, cum back chiong poa lo! UUSH! =)

i love my frens! and i noe u love me too! haha!

ooh! sian. cos 2days math ppr was like wad the HECK?! damn dat setter man. damn! DAMN! was so difficult. and so many bloody alot of calculations! WE ARE HUMAN! NOT CALCULATOR! damn. and some qn i oso dunoe wat dey asking lor. walao. and not enuf time to do. and i left the whole page of bloody vectors empty! damn. super sian lor.
and den aft dat i cabbed down to mum's store, chatted w the customers! so happy leh! and when i came back, i got a shock out of my life. ha, no lah, so exagerating. lol. nack cut hair le! so clean and neat! hehe.
and i slept the bloody whole aftnn. and missed 2 calls frm TT. lazy to call back lah, of not he oso ask me how de. walao. PPR 2 MUS UUSH LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH! tmr's de BBQ! too bad rong cnt cum, but nvm, we still young! got plenty of chances! =)))

ooh ooh ooh. wat a tired day 2day, shud say i morn 3am wake up until now hvn slp. 2day went to help mum in her stall cos got 1 shop nvr sell. budden not alot of ppl oso, cos raining. waste my time. =.=" den abt 11 i took taxi home to prepare for exams. woo. b4 i went out, i witness buddy bite huatts. walao. dat insane dog!! biting both of us sia. tmr kords cum back dunoe will bite him ernot. hurrhurr. mus warn kords 1st. lol. if not he go back all blueblack. cos v pain lah!

2days ppr was quite easy, if u did study. but i didnt. lol. i opened the book and i slept agn. bllody hell. but browse thru the tys 2day morn, got some info here and there. hehe. ok lah. hope can pass lah, tnr is math P1 lor. yeah! den gg to take taxi to mum's stall agn, tmr anth stall nvr open lah. lol. tmr confirm enjoy myself lor, cos i so miss de customers lah! lol.

v fast sat le leh, gg to hv de BBQ ler! can see xian and fer, too bad rong cnt cum lah, her cousin wedding. nvm, still hv nx tym de!

wow wow wow! sian. hais. so bored today, didn't chiong my geog 2day at all. cos is so sian lor. walao eh. damn. i slept the whole aftnn again. my panda eyes!! omg. tmr gg to exam, hope will not flunk, got pass ok liao lah..

the day b4 i had a bad encounter. lol. so eerie. i dreamt bout farenheit de wu chun cum our hse. lol. and we chit chat and all. walao. den ytd my mum bring back the newspaper is bout him oso! eating at newtion centre. lol. so coincidence. den when i watrch tv, i saw dat farenheit cuming to s'pore to hold concert! WOA PIANG! lol. maybe i shud go? ha, and maybe can win some lucky prize or wat. HAHAHA!!!

woo!!~ wad a slack day 2day lah. major event today, mission failed! huatts staying at NA. walao. and i cried infront of the VP and TT. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn embarressed! damn damn damn damn paiseh. maybe i jus pity huatts bah. hais! don laugh at me okay! i emo let u see. bloody hell.
ahh! wat's done cnt be undone. ZZZ. wateva wateva. humph! damn. embarressed myself in and out in and out! aiya, heck care, den we accompany TT go eat his breakfast cum luch. big appetite leh! walao. now i noe how much u eat. HAHAHAHAHA! huatts! JIAYOU OKAY! I SUPPORT U! UUSH UUSH UUSH! ha.

2day didn't study geog. on did map reading. cos really is sian de lor. was tinking if wanna opt out ernot. walao. cos really sian de lor. tmr take out all de worksheet study liao lah, txtbk is so bored! and i still hv my poa. ZZZ! ahh! so sian lor, hais. tmr nack cut hair oso, so BBQ dat day he can neat neat. ha. lol. ooh, i'm so tired 2day, craving for japanese food man! i wanna go sakae. i wanna go sakae! ha, damn. all these fun mus leave aft o's lah. sian. was thinking if i wanna call fesco tmr, wanna find job, wanna work, wanna buy things. woot! alot of money! money cum money cum! hahaha!!!

hoho! did my chem ppr 2day, think i quite confused leh. i dunoe if i did correctly or wrongly. de answers are quite straightfoward, and my answers are short, cos i see dat the marks are like 1 or 2 oni. hais. so i quite confused whether my answer is correct or wrong, if correct, my answer will be correct, if wrong, den my answer oso worng lor. LAME! ok lah, hope can lor. humph. so i oso hope i'm correct lah. hehe.

hais, and i had a bad night ytd, didn't sleep well at all. i keep dreaming bout chemistry lessons when i was in hkss and hving tuition, and all the practical and all. i keep waking up. walao. sian. and got alot of mosquitoes bite me oso. so itchy. sian. lucky the medicated oil is within rch. ahh, chem is finally over. tmr is a new chiong day, for geog.

and, bad news, huatts drop to NA. he so sad jus now, and i saw him cry, for the 1st tym, not bcos i bully him, lol. and i oso v long didn't see him cry alrdy, cos he grow up le=) but jus now saw him cry, i dunoe how to an wei him. of tmr can, i go his sch to help him appeal. cos he fail his eng and geog, but his math and sci all got As andBs. so i wanna help him appeal. of cnt, maybe wan help him change sch. uush!

okay okay, i'm gg to shower le! cos so hot leh! =)

GOD, please assist me in helping huatts appeal successful, and that he will be strong, no matter wat is the outcome. even if appeal not successful, i oso hope dat changing of sch is a smooth process for him. i oso pray dat mum's injury will heal asap, and dat all will be healthy and strong. thanks Father.

hais! i'm so stressed lah! humph! and sian. cos my lappy de letter M spoil. bloody hell. maybe jus now i dump it on the floor, den when i use, spoil liao. den i did my usual same stupid pattern agn, i did a stunt. i pluck out de covering of it. den now is kosong de lor. and huatts is mendling w it! and he broke it. lol. den he fixed it back agn,, lol! and i did anth stunt, hammer it w my hand. lol. now ok liao lor. kekeke! ok liao. lol.

hais, nw so happy. jus now so sad. i cried. hais. i'm so stressed lah! hais! i was hving tuition, and i asked TT smth. he was not answering my qn. and i ask him agn and agn. and he finally shouted, sounding so pissed off. IRON IS EITHER 2+ or 3+ LAH! DON ASK ME WHY! i wanted to ask him how to balance the formula, and i quite turned off, and i tink his loudness really scared me, cos i was so depressed w myself agn. den i kept quiet for he whole tuition, and had teary eyes, hais. i cnt show. if he ask, i confirm cry. i promised myself to be strong and must be able to hold back my tears. and when he left, i finally cnt take it anymore, chiong to the toilet and let off some steam, cos i'm really v stress. but i mus be strong. i mus achieve good marks. i'm gg to wake up early tmr morn to mug! get enuf rest 1st, better listen to fer... getting enuf rest is impt. this few days turn panda alrdy. cos i seriously wanna do well. i duwanna dissapoint my parents and myself and of cos TT, giving me so much patience yeah. thanks=).

i'm feeling so stressed bcos there's a target this time. and i wanna meet it. and i feel more stress den last yr. i guess cos this time i'm getting serious alrdy. last yr was a wasted year. i cnt afford to waste anymore tym. no matter where i go nx year, be it poly or ite, i mus work extra extra hard. i wanna be the top few. i wan to get good apportunities when i grow up. so i must be strong and hardworking. i mus be disciplined. disciplined to tell my mind to work hard, cnt lazy, cnt procrastinate, and i mus be nice. this few days i'm working so hard to be a changed person, in my attitude and in my speech. but when i'm happy, i'm back to my original self agn. i'm laughing so loud. ha. okay okay, dat's me lah. lol. like speaker liddat, got my mum's family de genes, no choice.

okay, i'm gg to sleep alrdy, tmr waking up to study study! chiong chiong chiong! mug mug mug! it's a brand new week for me! brand new life! and fri so suay until 2day. fri i got bitten my buddy, blueblack. den ytd i wanted to smack nack de butt, smack until de door, blublack, and buddy bute me this afternnon, a lil swollen. lol. this 2 dogs making me bruised. ha! and i went to the BBQ ytd! until quite late! had so much fun! princesses, all the WAy!!!

GOD, pls gif me the strength to be strong and to be disciplined. thank YOU.

woo!!! 1st post after my practical ytd. haha. 3 words.
CANNOT MAKE IT!!!! LOL! really quite diff i tink, 1st 4 my phy, this experiment was nvr done b4, lucky de instructions was clear. den my results for my 1st experiment and 2nd experiment is de same. so my average is de same. damn. hope phy can. cos i noe my chem is cnt de lor. i did as instructed. but when de person on the other side of my bench wanted to wash de test tubes, i saw her soloution all black and brown de, my darkest is orange de leh! and it's CLEAR ORANGE. wakao. scare. no confidence at all. but i swear i will do well in my other ppr.
and i oso received de JAE booklet alrdy. den de facaulty i want to be in de COP is 1
12 okay!!! damn. but hope i can get all B 4 de pprs i retaking, will be good enuf. i oso see dat all de course de COP so high. so hard. =((

oh oh! and 2day is so hot. aft my shower and i'm still perspiring like wad. now still got some wind. HOT! hmm, 2day oso 1st day of GB de annual camp. haha! tmr got bbq, hope can go. mum asking aunty lin cuming over, den dunoe she cuming ernot. i oso msg marie and xian, but none of dem reply me. lol. tink dey will take donkey years to reply. haha! heck care. i wan go viwawa liao!

BUCK UP FOR THE REST OF THE PAPERS!!!! =))

HAIS! it will be good if sumone can cum and bring me away... far far away. away frm my exams, away frm my frens, away frm my family. cos i tink it's time dat i wanna be alone. alone. maybe i'm feeling de exam stress now. i hope everything will tide down after exams.

i wanna cry. i duwan to tink so much. but when u are alone, u tink bout this and dat and everything dat you can tink of. hais. it;s increasing the load dat i'm carrying now, my exams load. the day aft nx is my sci practical alrdy, and i'm mugging my sci like nbdy's business. cos i wanna do well.

god bless me, everything will be ok agn.

COUNTDOWN: 2DAYS

hmm, anth bored sunday. hais. thurs is my sci practical le, so fast. how i wished i was younger, if time could run back, where everything starts all over agn.
i wanna live my childhood days more memorable,
i wouldn't eat myself so fat,
i wouldn't be lazy,
i wouldn't be so selfish,
i wouldn't wan to be attension seeker,
i wouldn't make everybody so miserable.

hais, aft a few days at home, i ponder bout the past. such a selfish person i am, oni tink abt myself. i'm selfish towards my family, my friends and those ppl ard me. i'm such a proud person. why didn't i realise all these earlier. i'm so sorry. hais.

i wanna change! i wanna be a caring person, i wanna be strong! i wanna change everything! i oways tot dat i'm a nice and thoughtful person, oways able to gif in, and oways the 1 accomodating ppl. but tink, tink, u realise u are not dat good, dere are room for improvement, but dat includes if u are willing to change.

why am i pondering abt such issues when o's are cuming?

cos i realised my frens and i are drifting apart.

they share de secrets which i don't,

dey share de same topic dat i don't,

dey seems to have a different look towards me,

dey seems to be laughing at me,

dey,,.......

i'm so scared to see it.

i dunoe wat to do....

COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS

another day passed. o's are cuming, i'm scared alrdy. tmr is tuition, mus mug finish my phy and ask anything i dunoe. hais. been procrastinating agn!! CNT CNT CNT! jus came back frm bbq at cheverons. sian. dunoe wat to do now, so clueless! so tired frm everything!
I CNT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!
I WANNA GRADUATE!
I WANNA WORK!
I WANNA GROW UP!
I WANNA BE STRONGER MENTALLY!

hais. mus hardworking, cnt lazy! mus overcome! no time alrdy. and i guess it's time to slim down. lol. cos nx yr cousin gg to hv his wedding dinner, i wanna wear nicely too! =))

COUNTDOWN: 5 DAYS

woo, at home, sian! study study study! it's been few days since i blog. lol. actually few days oni lah, so exaggerating. lol. wed went kushinbo w rong and fer, we did not take any picture, lol.. cos we were too full. lol. i arrived late dat day, and i rushed into the restaurant. den i was looking for dem, when i saw dem, dey told me, DERE, DE MOST THINGS DE TABLE! lol, when i saw, i was like woa! so i went to sit down. den when i seat down alrdy, de both of dem still taking, i was wondering, can i help? lol, really no space to put liao lor. lol. den we eat eat eat, got this bell, DONG DONG DONG, 1 2 3, we are kuishinbo, den we saw alot of ppl rushing off to queue. budden until me no more. suay, is baked lobster. den de 2nd time me and rong got it, but not v nice lor. haha. but had a fun day dat day.

and ytd was a day at home... i make mee hoon kuay for mum to eat, actually wanna serve her aft she bath, hu noes, she hv to help me make. ytd was my 1st attmpt ok, but don taste so good. lol. nx tym will be better. ha. so tired aft kneading de dough, ytd night hand pain, lol. but nvm lah, mum eat until shuang jiu ok le.

2day is de new aunty work de last day at work. she keep complaining she not used to it, but my mum oso got say, she helping out bcum more busier, hais. so hard to find worker hor. hmm. where to find a hardworking and easy to work w de lady leh? mon mum busy agn. huatts faster holiday go help mum uh! good boy kay, hehe. =))

rong and fer in genting enjoing themselves! woot!
kailing is here mugging!!! =)
COUNTDOWN: 6 DAYS, IT'S NX THURS!
1 MORE WEEK!!

ooh, i'm at home!!! haha. ytd de aunty cum, and she did work. she is 67 yrs old ok, but she bloodily dun look like 67, she look so young! win liao lor, my mum hire de 2 aunty complexion so nice de. hhaha. my mum and me need to stand 1 side le. this aunty is oso english ed ok. walao. when she tok to me in english i was like?!?!?!?! hah. shocked dao. lol. but she cnt speak good chi lor. lol. she gg to help my mum until my O's finish. but i tell my mum alrdy aft my O's, either i go out find job or i gg to help my aunt, i duwan to work for her le, but i'll share w her my salary. =))

ltr gg out w rong and fer, jus go IMM lah, i wan go daiso and buy Nack de put on the floor let him urine dat 1. ha, dunoe how to say. den fer wan go food court eat korean food. but i now so hungry alrdy, ytd viwawaing w dem dat time i alrdy hungry liao lor. lol.

finally i can study lor, ltr cum back frm IMM is mass chiong phy and chem liao. den geog and ss, den POA! woots! exams faster cum and go! hahaha!

LIANG KAI LING! JIAYOU! HURRHURR! =))

COUNTDOWN: 9 DAYS

omg omg omg omg omg omg 0mg. wat a sunday!! sundays are oways so boring can. hais.

ytd had tuition. omg. yes, omg. tuition oways make me so headache lor. and bored ok. but mus buck up. exams cuming. and TT free me tuition for anth 1hr and den he went to play dunoe wat w huatts. on the board de, de use finger and TAN. ha. like pool liddat. dunoe lah. den aft dat quickly change and went to aunt's place for facial. pain dao. woot. budden so happy. dunoe y. haha! ooh. and my sat jus pass liddat. but when i came home, viwawa w fer, rong and siying. siying cheat de lor, ask me gif her cards. i gif her 1 time, den tio cheat, den no more. haha! viwawa until 12 liddat? i oso dunoe de time, i half asleep alrdy. lol. den aft tt, really v fast jiu knock out. lol.

woo. tmr gg to work agn! in the morning w mum. den 7+ will have 1 aunty cum interview, hope she can work, den i can chiong my o's liao. hehehe!

ltr i wan eat Mac! craving for it lor! =)) cravings make me fat. walao. eat liao den say lah! hahaha!

COUNTDOWN: 12 DAYS

woo!! it's fri again! how days pass yeah, i'm gg to hv my exams soon!
congrats to rong and fer! u finally finished ur attachment alrdy! woot! hah. so shuang ah, can go genting le. i oso hope the 16th faster cum, i wan go exam, and work work work! earn alot alot alot of money, i wanna go overseas! hurrhurr. shuang lor. woot!

tmr got exam, hvn do hmwk, tmr morn wake up do lor. sian. hehe.

COUNTDOWN: 13 DAYS

wow! HAPPT CHILDRENS' DAY! haha! all grow up liao lah, no more children day. lol. 2day holiday, at home at home, mtr wan go market awhile, buy smth. hehe. but i'm so lazy, but bo bian. lol. ltr oso wan chiong phy. chiong chiong chiong. hurrhurr!

COUNTDOWN: 15 DAYS

wow. why am i so awake even it's 5mins to 12? i'm changing my blogskin! woo! finally i did everything. eyes straining alrdy. but cos 2day on air-con, so got more mood to do. tmr's holiday! yeah! can rest! ha! but mus chiong phy leh! woot!

so no comments for 2day. oni noe dat business so good, back aching. lol. like my blog skin? i like! haha!

good night! muacks!

COUNTDOWN: 16 DAYS

hais! sian. still working u noe?! damn. and i still dun have a phone? walao. bout 1 week alrdy. until i cnt tahan, i take out my LG chocolate to use. humph. sian lor. tmr still need go work. damn. den wed holiday. hope thurs no need go anymore!

2day chiong physics. walao. realise there's so many things i dunoe sia! not listening to lesson lah! damn. hope can faster chiong finish den chiong geog. so many so many! but nvm, v fast over de! den i can go out find job. this time i mus! i duwan work for my mum le. hope she can faster go find 1 part time de. hais. i wanna go out and earn money, cos dere's so many things dat i wan. i wanna upgrade my entertainment zone!! sry mum. hais. nbdy understands wat i'm tinking inside! stressed out alrdy. tired alrdy. omg!!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????
*cries .

COUNTDOWN: 17 DAYS

ooh. so late le rite? this few days nvr blog oso lor. humph. past few days keep falling sick den ok agn, and sick den ok agn. ytd finally knock out w a fever. hais. and i slp early lor. and i wake up and go canteen ok. but now shud be feeling better.

den huatts had tuition jus now, and TT ORDERED ME TO DO MY MATH! sian like siao can?! damn. and i'm having a lil headache agn. oways de leh! got tuition jiu headache! hais. been working agn hope mon de aunty can resign her work and help mum. damn. another long story. ZZZ. i wanna study, i wanna work hard. i wanna go to poly! but dunoe which course. dunoe which faculty i wanna be in. sian agn. headache sia! i wanna have my own time to think, but i dun have the time! ooh! sian agn. life's so boring!! dun tell me urs is full of amazes and life ok. singaporeans are boring ppl w boring life. it's forced on the circumstances ard. hais!

and rong and fer! i miss u and u miss me! hahaha!

COUNTDOWN: 19 DAYS

ooh! i did smth 2day! i did a checklist for all the 4 subj i'm taking and i'm so worn out alrdy. lol. and i tink tmr morn i hafto go to canteen w mum, early in the morn! so i better turn in right after this. hehe. and u noe wat, my mum did a stunt early this morn when she's leaving for work. was rather pissed off this morn, but when i wake up, i find it rather hilarious.

she woke me up in the morn to ask me to change her sim to my phone, so currently i'm phoneless. dammit. she ask me to change bcos her phone no batt. de bloody batt spoil like how many donkies mths ago, finally cnt make it alrdy. now she use like so sard sia. call call call. i keep asking her to go and buy a new 1 herself she duwan. she say dunoe how to use. piangs! wat a old lady. lol. so now i'm phoneless lor. pity me. y me? making the sacrifice? omg! phoneless,, pathetic! he. but heck care. this few days i got phone like no phone liddat. nbdy call, nbdy sms. sian.

woot! okok, it's fri! yeah! weekend liao leh!

COUNTDOWN: 21 DAYS!!

ooh... early morn jiu rain like wat. and i still have to go to my mum's de stall to help. sian. tmr oso gg, fri oso gg. i hop it's seriously de last. and i have not done my timetable lor. cos i'm so sleepy this few days and so lazy. tmr mus do, mus do!!!!

argh. left so few days nia! and i'm still here hogging on to youtube and viwawa. shit. mus stop playing le. enthusiasm died off agn? omfg. i guess so. hope i can find it back really fast. hais. sian! dunoe y. but jiu sian lor.

2day. my candy eye came to packet noodles loh! happy happy! i fa hua chi agn. and my
_ _ _ _ _ _ . i wanna forget u! oways occupy my dreams, make me cnt dream of rong. hor rong? hehe! so diao lor. lol!

COUNTDOWN: 22 DAYS!

ahh. sian. 2day i dream of _ _ _ _ _ _ again!!!! sian!!! y i still miss him so much, it's been so long lor. hais. but how i wish my dreams are real. but i noe i so naive can?!?! arr!!! I WANNA CONQUER U; _ _ _ _ _ _!!!!!

actually 2day morn wan go jogging de lor, den mum called. ZZZ. i agar agar noe is need to go canteen liao de lah. actually 2day got 1 aunty cum de lor, new de part time. den when she saw so busy, she told my mum she wan go alrdy. sian. ytd she still tell my mum she wan find those exciting de job. my mum de not exciting meh? my mum de so bloody exciting lah! sian. so i went 2day lor, at bus study lor, bo bian. den when i went, 2day no ppl lah, so less. waste my time lor. ZZZ. if not i can study so much leh. den my candy eye did not cum oso. sian all de way.

den when i cum home even sian lor! BUDDY PEEPEE ON ME LAH!!!! sian!!! i was like hugging him den was like why my stomach dere so hot sia. den i see, de peepee shoot shoot. sian lah! den nvm, i isolate him. when i cum out to see wat he doing, i saw traces of his urine cuming out frm my mum's room and shit outside huatts room. walao. sian like wat sia. after i clean up, i help nack bath. den when bath cum out he dry himself ok alrdy, he go my bed peepee sia!!! even more sian. smack him like wat. cos i'm so angry lor! i so sick and tired of those pee and shit. damn. mus train nack sia. dat time got 1 time he tiko peepee on the newspaper, den after dat, no more liao lor. i wan go daiso buy those pampers, put on the floor dat kind. see he learn ernot. sian lor.

ahh. i guess tmr i needa go to work agn lor. hais. i wanna study! who noe of anybody dat wanna work as part time, at my mum de store. hais. gif me a break man! shit. don make me lose my enthusiasm again. i beseech u!!! ahh!!

COUNTDOWN: 23 DAYS

ooh. sian. my hp dunoe y ok liao. i changed huatts de sim to my phine and my sim to his phone, and i tried using his sim in my phone to send msg, den ok liao. den when i changed back, really ok liao. i not feeling super happy nor excited. walao. cos maybe i really sian of my hp le. but mus wait until nx year, cos i duwanna spend this unneccessary amt of $$$ to buy something dat is not important. wat's impt now is my exam. yea. and i had tuition this morn. 2day oso no work, it's time to stay at home to study. and of cos, STUDY WELL. now i'm given this opportunity alrdy, i shall not lose it. while i study hard, my mum will work hard. thinking of her working so hard, i mus study even better. ((=

2day tuition was like err. damn. did not have any problems w math so did not go thru, and i did chem. for the whole bloody 2hrs. thise 2hrs are like so long lor. like never ending lah! i did moles, energy changes, redox, acid bases and salts, metal reactivity series and extraction of metals. woo. can die man. but bo bian, dat's my life; study hard! weets! den TT ask me math can get A ernot. walao. but i was thinking if i keep on practicing and keep up this level of standard of my work, i guess should not be a problem. but i oso hope really can.

ltr gg to plan my timetable le, tmr onwards mus start! yeah! a new life! no matter wat mus be optimistic and strong, so dat i can overcome all obstacles! and do well!!! hehee!

aft my o'levels i wanna find a job outside and earn lots of $$$!! cos dere's so many things i'm craving for, bags, japan, camera, ipod.... woots!

ytd treat dad to sakura buffet. best man. eat until. cos last tues his b'dae mah, den nvr go out w him last sun, so we went ytd. me and huatts share de cost. 4 person, abt $92. quite worth it, cos realy alot of things ok, cum to tink of it, i drool! haha! den went to pool w fer and huatts at jec. but huatts cnt enter, so he went to lan. diao. this time fer overall win liao, haha. but nvm rite fer, still got nx tym de lor!

i'm so happy! i can study i can study! i wanna save alot of money oso. hehe. cos i financially independent, den i not working anymore, i hafto save up some $$$. hehe! but im really so happy happy happy! are u happy for me? haehae!

COUNTDOWN: 24 DAYS

ooh.. sian, but i tink i maybe stopping work this fri le! yay! it;s time i concentrate and study like mad. hehe! and i'm so happy dat i can study le lor! finally this day have cum! and i oso decide dat i will not gif up any subject and dat i will work hard and study hard! uush! i wan to be proud of my new results! my enthusiasm is cuming back! yes!! i wanna study! wootS!!!

woot! ok, i wanna change my blogskin, but i hvn find 1 dat is suitable for me!!!!
finding finding, i;m so lazy to go and repair my hp can?!

COUNTDOWN: 29 DAYS

ooh.hehe. finished tuition awhile ago. woa. nvr finish hmwk, but wat, i managed to sneak thru! haha. i did not do my chem and i oso realised dat the physics homework given oso done during at sch, so no need do, and i oso nvr finish my math leh. den when he cum i say quick do chem, i don understand a single shit bout it, and i did 1.5 hrs of chem and 0.5 hrs of math. and i end my tuition. woot! but i realised i really cnt do my sci. ZZZ. i was tinking if i shud gif up my poa and humans? faster plan properly and study well bah!

oohh~! and sundays are oways so sian can!?!?!?!

COUNTDOWN: 32 DAYS!

ooh, wat a tired day 2day. early morn went to westmall to buy oral bones for Nack. the pet lovers. rong got the discount card mah. so we went, and oni 1st 200 customer got the goodie bag. rong fer and i den we oni got 1. so dey gif me, cos its all bout dogs de. thanks ya! actually its not expensive lah. is i rmb de price wrongly from those at the pet station at jp. lol. i still tot pet station was expensive lor. den we had our breakfast at kopitiam, and toked bout last time and abit here and here, too bad, left xian nvr cum. den awhile jiu go home le.

den when i rch hm rite, i say i wan sell the phone, budden uncle say wanna buy, cos he's amazed by my 32x zoom. lol. and i sell to him at $130. den i say help him repair. and i had the v urge to go and buy my G900 at the v moment. lucky i didn't. now, i tink i duwan change my phone le, i is abit can't bear de lor, and i tink better duwan. den i tag huatts along to my aunt to do facial. is alot of pimple de lor. haha. pain. den when i told her i wanted to buy dat phone she say duwan buy lah. she ask me y mus buy, den i say cos i like de phone v much. she say den she oso like alot of things v much, ask me buy for her wor! =.=" and she oso say phone is a need, not a must! so don hafto waste dat kind of $$$. so throughout de facial i tink i duwan buy le lah, return uncle de $$$, mon go repair de phone lor.hehe. den can save money liao lor. end of year den buy camera bah.

and mum 2day cook chicken rice and shark fin invite my aunt to cum and eat dinner, it's uncle's b'dae cum lantern festival. hehe. and my 1 day jus passed liddat. now is another day liao wor! nvr do until hmwk. shit. but lucky tmr 4den tuition. wake up to chiong liao ah.

COUNTDOWN: 32 DAYS

woot! jus had a hair cut, v refreshing de leh! hehe. past few days hair grow thick and messy, jus now go cut! and i like it! and huatts tag along, he oso cut, he so like too!! hehe! I LIKE MY NEW HAIRSTYLE! haha. but actually oso nvr change until anywhere lah. lol. but i jus like it. yes!

den bout my spoiled phone, i'm gg to sell it away!~ woot! and change it to de Sony G900 dat i oso wanted! but 2nd hand de, bo bian, money got limit mah. but i change liao i jiu happy dao siao lah! hu cares if its a 2nd hand phone. nbdy noes. oni i noe. i gg to sell my phine for 130, and top up 230 for de 2nd hand phone. woot! =)

woo! got new haircut, got new phone, really mus study hard le.
COUNTDOWN: 34DAYS

ooh. sian, slacked another day away. sian!!!! tmr got tuition le, hvn done a single shit. bloody hell. and my hp spoil liao lor! cnt send msg lor. sian, oni can receive. aft dat day my line was temp terminated, den when de line can use agn, my hp cnt use liao lor. den i try on huatts de phone can send leh. damn. mus bring to the dunoe wat building to repair, and i mus be seperated frm my phone for few days agn. sian lor. den i tink my warrenty oso end liao lah. dat is de super sian de lor. mus spend money lah!!!! !@#$%^&*&^%$#@ bloody phone! waste my money. faggot. super pissed off.

ytd i had a v weird dream. hais! dunoe y liddat. i keep dreaming abt _ _ _ _ _ _! sian. den in the end of the dream, it turns out to be another person. dunoe hu. ahh!! pls. it's oso irritating me. i'm supposed to be concentrating on my studies and here i am thinking of those stupid and naive things! pissing myself off.

sometimes, i jus hate myself!!! ahh!!! i dunoe y am i so pissed off. i'm jus not happy w myself! frm head to toe, it aint the apple of my own eye! bloody shit!!!!!!

suddenly, i missed kords so much, he's cuming back on sat recently, so this week he oso cuming back on sat, and we are gg to eat out, uncle is celebrating his b'day. so many things cuming, it's gg to be o'levels soon too. how i wish i can concentrate on my studies and de time faster pass and den o'levels faster cum and faster end, i wanna go out and work to earn money. i'hv got so many things i wanna buy. and i wanna change my lifestyle. hais.

COUNTDOWN: 35DAYS

walao. is sian de lor. ytd and 2say nvr study at all AGAIN! bloody sian de lor. slp these 2days out.

ytd i afternoon jiu slp until 2day de morn. how many hrs lah. damn. dunoe y so tired oso lor. den jus now cum back, eat lunch and slp agn. den jus now wake up oni. walao. this kind of life. ZZZ!!!

tmr jiu left 35 days oni. jus nice 5 weeks. jus nice can chiong finish 4 subj and jus nice can hv enuf preparation 4 O's if i dun slack anymore. aiyer. mus really buck up liao de enthusiasm i had de past few weeks have died off. mus find back dat kind of enthusiasm back agn!!! seriously, i wanna score well and excel. there are so many competitors out there! jiayou!! yes! jiayou! for myself. but i dunoe wat course to take leh, no goal. so clueless...

COUNTDOWN: 36DAYS
de days are getting lesser and lesser! jiayou!!

ooh.. it's raining now. so cold. down w running nose and sore throat too. sian. gg to a lil bit fever oso liao. sick sick sick. old liao, v easy sick. haha!! ooh. so sian. 2day slp whole day agn, no energy liao. maybe this few days keep wahjong, den nvr had enuf sleep. tio sick liao. damn.

jus now oso so funny. uncle de fren gif him some dog de clothes. got 1 cap and 1 shorts. seriously, it's my first time seeing pants, demin material de sumore. and cap. and den got 1 beckham23 de t-shirt, we let nack wear. haha! so funny lor! so punk. left no thick thicnk de necklace and sunglasses oni. nx tym mus take a photo. den let buddy wear a t-shirt oso. got so many shirt. ha! so happy. nx tym can go buy more for nack. ha. seriously, it's so funny. and den oso got 1, de mortif is I'M SO "HOT!"... lol. den i say he hotdog ah. can go BBQ de lor. LOL! ahh!! i so adore NAck an Buddy ok! cos dey is damn damn damn de cute!!! WOOT!!!

2day huatts de gan ma oso buy mooncake for me to eat, iced-skin green tea de. every yr i got ask my mum to order frm my aunt de, but this year for some special reason i duwan. den dun hafto feel so irritated. den huatts de gan mah 2day dunoe went to which hotel to buy me 4, and anth 4 baked de for mum. wow, so caring! THANK U SO MUCH!

and 2day v suay de lor. walao. cos my handphone bill nvr pay, now cnt use liao. den afternoon go pay, mus wait until tmr den can use. LOL! 1st time man! DIAO! blacklisted liao.

countdown: 38 days!

ooh. super full, jus finished my breakfast cum lunch. had been eating quite alot this few days. oh no!!! my august plan!!! not started yet!!! ah, jus spend de weekend liddat. so no life!!! sian de lor, actually i quite hate weekends, cos really sian de lor, but i oso like weekends, can rest. you ai you hen. lol! but seriously, after rest finish jiu sian liao lor. hais!!!

life so boring, how i wish i can faster finish my o'level and den faster go out work. this time mus find job no matter wat. duwan work at canteen le lor, mus persuade my mum to hire a part time de!!! omg!!! GOD!! PLEASE SPARE ME!!! hais!

hmm, ltr mus study le! i hvn plan my schedule lor. TT ltr cuming, to help huatts tuition. this week hvn touch until any books. is slack dao! ltr mus do. ltr oso wan go cut hair. hehe! and i oso wan rebone my hair leh! mum no comments, i got chance wan ask my neighbour help me reborn. haha! my hair long liao mah! >.<"

COUNTDOWN: 39 DAYS

ooh. how many days since i blogged. cos tmr not working. so i decide to use de computer. if i go early in the morn to help my mum, i'll sleep like a log, so i nvr tot of using de com. haha!

yeah!!! so happy tmr no need work leh, den gg out w mum and huatt oso. ha! got 1 customer gif us 3 tickets, to go to the indoor stadium to celebrate lantern festival. heehee. den mum say aiya u dun go lah, u stay at home and doll up lah, u confirm not enuf time de la. walao. win liao. haha! so happy, finally can go out agn, oways at home so sian lor!
and i'm so hungry now! 2day dinner got cook like nvr cook liddat. don suit me leh, so i skipped. den lunch mum treat me and huatts eat KFC leh! haha! SHUANG!! but i prefer Mac better.

and and!! o'levels are nearing. and i lose count. damn. should be 40 or 41 days! ahh!!!

countdown: 41 days!

ooh!!! my hands super cramp!!! haha!!! cos had too much fun ytd. ytd me and huiyan go eat JP de sakae sushi, i treat de, cos she help me take worksheets so i can practice my math. THANKS YA!! and we are super duper full dat kind. i was so hungry and when i rch dere i jus eat and eat. den, full liao. huiyan did not eat alot, cos she went to pierce her ear lor. 2 sumore, both on 1 side sumore. so she jus eat those fried de and de egg. walao. win liao. ask her don pierce 1st she say she wan, she decided le, so i went to meet her and kris dere.

aft our lunch cum dinner, we too full liao lor, 1 more sushi can make our stomach explode lah!!!
so we walk to JP. and we went to the arcade, dunoe y. and play. we played so many rounds of bball lor. the big 1 and de small 1. de small 1 damn cute can. and we played the taigu drum. huiyan so bloody angry w de machine lor. we nvr select de song den in de end is dat song. walao. i stil so worry is i press until, in the end not me. haha. den we played bball agn. no my hand super heavy lor, this morn wake up even worse ah. ooh. huiyan de hand maybe oso paining. lol!

2day i went to work. hais. in de end, i still decide dat i'll continue to help her, but aft i wake up den i go. seriously, liddat got more sleep, aftnn can study. maybe nearer to o'level or wat i persuade her to hire 1 part time lah, 600 bucks more a mth, but u still can earn more, u don hire anth helper u don earn as much., is vise versa de ting lor, see herself. if not i really cnt help her liao. ahh!!!
walao den now wat, she ask me go w her tmr morn! bloody pissed off can?!!! i duwan go w her so early lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tmr nothing to do lah!!!! y she oways say something den cnt do it de?!! y she oways break her promise de!!!!!!!!! walao!!!!! i wanna study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

countdown: 45 days

ahh!!!! i'm so fucking angry can?!?!?!?!?!?!!? walao. why do i hv this kind of mother?!?!?! or bcos i don retaliate so i'm good to bully?!?! huh?!?!
KNNBCCB!!

I WAS SO HAPPY, FINALLY I CAN STOP WORK. AND GO ONCE IN A WHILE. BUT WAT DOES SHE EXPECT?! ME TO GO EVERY SINGLE DAY?! SHE IS SO SELFISH! SHE ONI THINKS ABOUT HERSELF?! WAT BOUT ME?!?! I'M GG TO HAVE MY O'LEVELS AND I WAN TO STUDY PROPERLY!!! I ONI PROMISE TO GO CANTEEN WHEN I'M FREE AT HOME, I DID NOT PROMISE HER DAT I'LL GO EVERY SINGLE SAY OK!!!! AND DATS WAT SHE SAY HERSELF OSO. CANNOT RMB AH?! GOT STM ISZIT!!!!
SUPPOSINGLY YTD GOT TUITION, BUT I CAN'T FINISH MY HMWK ON TIME, COS I WAS NOT INFORM GOT TUITION AT ALL!! SO CHANGE TO TMR. DEN I TELL HER TMR GOT TUITION. AND HER BLOODY REACTION WAS HUH?! TMR AH? NO OTHER TIME AH? I WAS TINKING SINCE I NOT WORKING ALRDY I CAN PUT TUITION ON THE MORNING WAT. AND I DID NOT SAY I WAN GO WORK TMR RITE?!
GUESS WAT?!?!?! SHE SHAMELESSLY CALLED TT TO DON PUT TUITION ON MON TO FRI MORN, ONI SUN. WALAO. CAN SHE DON BE SO IRRITATING ERNOT? SHE'S DRIVING ME BLOODY CRAZY. SHE'S NOT EVEN AT THE MOST LEAST SHY! SHE IS SO THICK SKINED!!!!!!! SHE'S PISSING ME OFF TOO!!!
I WAS THINKING DAT I'LL GO WORK ONI ON TUES COS SHE SAY DAT TUES MORE PPL. WALAO!!! EVERYTHING SHE SAY!!! EVERYTHING SHE SAY!!!!!!!!! IF I FAIL MY O'LEVEL BLAME WHO?! BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT WORKING HARD ENUF?! OR BLAME HER FOR NOT LETTING ME STUDY AT HOME??? I DEN DON DARE TO BLAME HER OK. DEN WAT?! BLAME MYSELF AH?! DUWAN WORK HARD.?! BUT WAS I GIVEN A CHANCE?!!! NOW DAT I WANNA WORK HARD OSO CNT?! SPOIL MY MOOD SERIOUSLY. WHY DO I HAVE THIS KIND OF MOTHER!?!!!??! SHE OWAYS ONI NOE HOW TO COMPLAIN UNCLE MCP. SHE IS ALSO A CHAUVINIST!!!!!

AHH!!! CAN SOMEBODY GIF ME SOME COURAGE TO TELL HER OFF OF LET ME JUMP DOWN DE BUILDING, DEN I DON NEED TO FEEL SO PISSED OFF!!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!

ooh. ytd was a tired day. cos i went out. not bcos of wat. ytd was supposed to go back to xingnan, but den de sch close at 12nn lah! diao. den i'm still working. and i was quite lazy to go. nuanqi ask me go her hse, all of them playing dere. was super lazy lor. actually did not want to go, but den i promise em liao. den i say might as well we meet at JP? i wan go buy nack de things osohuatts went wif me oso. haha. ok lor, den oni nuanqi, sharon and beecheng go oni. de rest tired liao. den i saw nuanqi buy de pocket scrabble, i oso wan buy leh. haha. den aft shopping at popular, we went to the shop sell all de jap food de and we east sushi, a few oni. lol. and went home liao. but huatts go w me to the bank 1st, and den went home. and i bought a shirt agn!! yeah!!! super happy leh!!!!
den when i come home i gif nack and buddy de chewing bone we jus bought. diao. den dey still fight. wakao. fierce. dunoe which 1 scratch until huatts hand. woot. and i fell asleep soon aft dat.

jus now went to de market w mum. and bought 2nite de dinner. cos kords cum back 2day. ytd at camp slp, too many thingsd to do. den when i cum back, dunoe y de 2 dogs fight agn. diao. faster pull em away. diao.
2day oso mus do my schedule le. have been slacking for 2 days. and since i have alrdy some sort of stop work, den i should plan my schedule properly and den follow it, w enuf sleep and ample rest. yes!! o'levels round de corner. mug hard for my life!!!!

countdown: 47 days

ooh. slacked 2day. damn. i should not have!!!!!!!!!!! so angry w myself! y am i so lazy?!?!?!?! urgh!!
2day morn rain like wad sia, canteen no ppl. and it's weird, when it rains, ppl get really lazy. sian.

tmr is finally my last day at work. it's time i temporarily bid fairwell to de canteen, it's almost a year i worked dere aft my o'levels last year. time flies, and i'm gg to sit for my o'level agn. jus dat this year i hv decided to mug hard. real hard aft i hv stopped work. and i'll plan my own schedule to the time and ability dat i can compromise. dun fill de whole schedule up and den get sick and tired aft viewing it. den i end up not studying agn lar. i should not be lazy anymore. laziness gets me NOWHERE!

tmr xingnan celebrate teachers' day eh! teachers' day is on the 1st sept. heehee. finally can go back to dat sch le. and i can visit my teachers and my pri sch fren! we are so happy tgt yeah! cos we is lame de ok. walao. so excited!!!!

BUCK UP NEO KAI LING!!! DON'T BE LAZY!!!

countdown: 49 days

ooh. good news!!! i finally finished packing my mroom alrdy. was so busy the whole aftnn ytd and 2day! ((= but i'm so happy bout it. in total i threw 5 big red bag and 1 big black bag of rubbish and anth 3 big red bag or magazines. woot! and i remove the bedside table. wahaha! look quite spacious le! tmr, it's time for me to plan my timetable and do my hmwk le!

IT'S TIME TO MUG HARD NEO KAI LING!!!!

the days are getting lesser and nearer. i hope i can get good grades this time. TT say dun waste mum de $$$ and my own time. i wanna do a good job too!! i wan to make my mum proud and i wan to make myself proud. hmm, and it's time to start my august plan(but its like gg to sept liao lor)!!

mum say i stop work this week, budden if i aftnn got time mus go help her, cos recently aftnn alot of ppl. heex! i mus plan my own schedule properly and work it. don jus do up a schedule and sit on it. mus have determination!! and i'll overcome all things! ((=



haha! 2day so happy lor. at canteen sell noodles until super high. ha! cos got 1 china man, walao say thise things to agitate me. so fuuny! dun kajiao kajiao huh!

he cum and order meepok packet de. den dun hv le, left de other 1, den i ask him to pack dat 1, not he eat oso. den wat he say?! U SO HEAVY GO PRESS THE NOODLE UNTIL FLAT LAH! bloody hell. den i say U BRING BACK AND ASK UR BOSS SLOWLY GO PRESS HIMSELF! HAHA!!! den he dere laugh. walao. so funny lor. ZZZ. den got 1 guy pack liao, go buy rice de queue dere oso laugh lor. dey same company de mah. ha. de guy is handsome de lor. wahahaha!!! >.<" if this company de china ppl cum i confirm v high de lor, cos dey so funny. DIAO!!!!



WORK HARD PPL AND WORK HARD KAI LING!!!!



countdown: 50 days

ahh!!! super tired! i dunoe y oso. guess where i am today? i'm back to help my mum. but she promised me dat i work until this week oni, i hope i really can take a break. hais. i tink i'm such a disapointment lar. i pissing myself off. i wan a change!!!

tmr morn not gg for work, but its hard to say, cos mum wan to let aunty try out to work w oni 2 ppl. i hope she can jus buck up. den i can jus stop work. and if i really can don go until aftnn rite, it will be a changeover for my room and my new study timetable. HOPE ON!

and jus as i hv expected, yi3 gu is duwan to help my mum work de. ytd went to xueyi jie hse for her b'dae party and den yi3 was dere. so i jus ask lor, but she jus smile as reply. den, zai zai liao lor. nvm lar, i din even noe dat mum oso not v want to hire her, den my mum at home tell me yi3 gu did not reply her, and i said i ask liao, she jus keep quiet. my mum heaved a sigh of relief. and i was like huh? aiya, adults tings so complicated. dun care.

anyway, XUEYI JIEJIE!!! UR FRENS IS HANDSOME DE LOR! AHAHAHA!!!! diao. haha!!

&&&!! my aunty doing facial has agreed to tch me facial and wan gif me a chance to go and learn. dat day she still joke say wan me to be the 2nd her, so i can help her run her facial business eh! so happy! and i'hv decided too! ((= maybe aft my o'levels i go and help her. dunoe, she wat she plans. but i oso hope she dun let me go course so fast, i oso wan to go poly and study and get a diploma, like all my frens! i really miss sch~

countdown: 52 days

hmm, 2day is de day for yi3 gu to reply mum, whether she wans to work as mum de part time mah. hope her answer is yes, but, dere is 1 condition dunoe whether she will accept ernot, which is to go home herself frm boon lay interchange, if she duwan den i sian liao. i'm praying super hard, dat she agree w it, but i see dat the chances are slim. HAIS! i tink i can't even afford to work for a week or more! hope someone will jus knock on the door and say dat he/she will wanna work for my mum.

ahh! i went to market jus now w mum and i saw!! _ _ _ _ _ _. shit. i was like! urgh! nvm, and den i saw canteen sell bao de aunty and her daughter. dat's still ok, at least we still tok. den mum bought me a checkered big t-shirt and a thighs. woot!! and i'm gg to wear it for xueyi jiejie b'dae party ltr.

she's turning 21 this 26th. so envy! i wanna grow up too! whatever it is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER AND ALL THE BEST FOR HER TEACHING CAREER!!! YES, AND SHE IS WU LAO SHI, MISS GOH!!! hahahaha!!!!

countdown: 53 days

coundown: 55 days. dat was ytd de. ytd had tuition, did not complete my hmwk, agn. walao. den TT was so angry. he say he wan go home, den he cum nx week or only aft i hv finished all my hmwk. walao. i so scared leh. den i faster say i got do abit, ask him to look thru. finally, he stayed on. scared dao. aft tuition he help me write down all de exam dates on a calender, and lectured me. now den i realise how lil time i have left. chong for the last 50+ days and get a better future ahead!! worth it rite? TT even made me work out a schedule plan for the nx 50+ days. shit. but i cnt do it infront of him, i sask him go, i will do a proper 1 and show him de nx tuition lesson. i oso wan arrange my room and plan my timetable! UUSH KAILING!!! JIAYOU FOR THE LESS THAN 60 DAYS! UUSH!
finally i realised the importance of my exam, and my future life ahead! and i wan to take good care of my mum and my dad, and my family. ((=

2day went to help dad move his tings. AGAIN! so many tings to move here and dere lah, dunoe he wan so many tings for wat, quite pissing me off. it's like he ask me and aunty to rch dere at 11, we are alrdy late, we rch at 11.45. i wait and wait until i sleep. and he finally rched home at 3.20.
damn. but wat to do? he is my dad!


countdown: 54 days

ooh. shit. tmr tuition leh!~ 3.30. so early lor! walao. damn. don even hv time to rest. humph! and i hvn finish my hmwk leh. gou li gou li! tmr morn all bring to canteen and do. math especially.
walao, 2day is sian de lor, i nvr go gb, cos v tired. hais. and tmr fri le eh, sat not gg work, i was tinking is it my last day at work...

countdown: 56 days

eh, jus woke up and shower. did not eat dinner, don like de dishes. hee. nvm lah. this few days canteen got so many ppl leh~ so tired. hais! when den its time to stop work? hope yi3 gu can work, den i at home study. tidy table. as long as i'm at home, i tink i can cope w my studies.

this fri tuition le, and i hope its my last day at work.

countdown:57 days

haiyo, supposed to go and study w fer and rong de leh, but ytd use con until too late, not enuf sleep. aft shower jiu wan sleep liao. i even doze off at the canteen lor.

FEI FEI FEI~

i got good news too!! mum gg to find a part time de le. is yi3 gu, last time help my mum work. if she cum rite, den i can at home le! time to pack my table and study. recently still got study abit lah. countdown man. not even 2 mths.
rong and fer jiu shuang lor, tmr last ppr!! i mus wait until 11/11 den is my last ppr. still got so long leh! aft dat wan chiong work le! got so many tings wan buy!


countdown: 58 days

ooh. so long since i updated. and realised dat blogger has changed de inside webpage. diao. ahaha! btw, got my laptop le. still got alot things wan do. do liao jiu study le! hahaha!!! ook. gtg/ jus came top report oni. lol!

woow woow woow. 2day is a v sian day. nvr work.. but nvr do hmwk oso. 3 pm is my tuition, and i hvn finish my hmwk. v sian leh. den dunoe wat to do oso. ha.

walao!!! den ytd my anth extension drop off!!! i comb it off agn. walao. den wash hair dat tym i feel so weird. haha!! dammit. now no more liao lor. sian. dere goes my $6. haha. in 3 weeks i tink?

can go take my laptop v v v soon! yeah!~!~!~!~!~

woo! gg to aug 11 le! haha. can go collect laptop le. but i maybe not gg on dat day, 1st, ms wong gg to treat huiyan, jennifer and me to seoul garden dat day. yippee! ha! for the help in gb. haha!! 2nd, ltr no stock agn!!! humph. duwan go there and wait like wat. haha. see 1st lah, so excited, gg to hv smth dat belongs to me, mine and myself!

btw, 1 of my extension was ripped off. damn. past 2days i feel quite pain at the scalp there, ytd was fine. 2day i accidentally comb until and it jus cum off. quite stund and heartpain. ha. den i tell mum, nvm lah! go do agn lah! hahaha!

aiya. chae. tot tmr can go collect laptop liao. now mus wait until august 11 den can collect. win liao lor. walao. den so long eh hafta wait anth 3 more weeks. walao. diao . i was like yeah! can go collect tmr! win liao lr. hafta chi chi de deng agn. dammit.

hais. super suai lah! damn damn damn. wat to do?!!!!!

wahaha. ytd night went to celebrate fer d b'dae w rong. woot! so fun! cos aft tt went to kpool w fer. haha. so fun lor. actually jus start dat time we is super LAN DE LOR! but play until behind jiu no bad liao. ahahah! rch hm at abt 12, walao, nvr ever in my life i did not went he so late. y i can? cos my mm go concert. my aunt treat de, she bring huatts tgt. ha. heng i nvr go, if not i oso cnt go celebrae fer de b'dae. hha! so happy oso, nx week i gg to take my laptop le. actually tmr is can go de, dunoe leh, scare tired so don go, but cnt wait!!! haha! i'm super excited! :))

woo! use sy de laptop. finally can do abit here and dere. ha. gg to take my own lappy nx week. haha. lol. shuang. den i gg to sign up for vodafone. kords and huatts don allow me to make de int now wireless. huackernaenae. nvm, when i got my own lappy is oso my time liao. wahahaha!!

den hor, walao, nvr see taiwan guy liao. maybe go back to taiwan liao. ha. neh mind lah.
btw, i oso decide to go to jc le. hope can go jjc? dunoe. got laptop le, wan study hard. den i oso hvn xiang wo mum kai kou, to stop work. hais. sept. confirm liao. maybe last week of august? still got 1 mth away. ha. den me and rong de plan! woot!

ahh!!! super tired leh!!! jus woke up. jus now de com was looking at me sleep. hahaha!!! tmr finally can dunid go work! can rest! shuang eh. tmr finally can dunid go work! woot! tmr can sleep until full full den wake up.



tmr oso mus do hmwk. tcr gif so many! i oso wanna arrange my table.



the bloody computer now keep hv problem. kords last week cum back nvr make. walao. humph! nvm, wit i got my laptop liao den can liao. everyday blog everyday at friendster. damn. wahaha. gg o take laptop le eh! 2 more weeks! yeah!

den hor, i oso got my hair extension leh! 2 at de sides oni. super happy. red de. wah! de feeling so shuang. wahahaha!!! so great! hee hee!!!

wow! so long nvr blog liao. it's like my com still cnt go to friendster and my blog lor. sian!!! btw, saw taiwan boy 2day!!! haha!!! woot woot woot! 2day 2nd time see him. :)) so happy leh! hee hee! in daze lor. okok. enuf enuf. wahaha!

ytd got new dog at home. its a white malties. cute ok. now house got 2 dog liao. can cope financially? hope so. but de malties-BUDDY, not my responsibility. my responsibility is nack. actually was quite reluctant to have this new dog at home, i noe i will divide my love. hais. i'll try to super love them yeah! haha! NAck and Buddy. now they still trying to get used to each other. nack is pervert de lor, he wan to be the domain so he keep go hum Buddy. but can say buddy oso fierce lah. bark back, nack hide liao. haha. nack keep follow at buddy de buttock! lol. den buddy anywhere oso go. aiyo. mus stop him frm gg to toilet and kitchen.

anyway, this few days quite tired. den tuition got ALOT ALOT ALOT OF HMWK!!!! omg. cos TT say exam is nearing! damn. i noe. and i hvn tell my mum i wan stop work on the sept leh. i wan focus on my poa and humans oso. hvn start on both yet. shit. HAIYA!!!!!!! dammit.

ooh! super tired 2day! kord cuming back liao. ask him to settle thecomputer proble. no reason got some websites go de lor! SIAN! humph!
ytd go GB. woot! super tired. had some heart to heart talk w those sec 1and sec 2 girls? all yhe best for them! and for myself and huiyan yeah! haha!

woa! 2day i got 2 news. 1 is sian de news. 1 is happy de news! hahaha! say sian de 1st.

sian! 2day work until half heard 1 v familiar voice. HELLO! damn. the drunk man cum back work liao. SIAN! he oways so drunk den if my mum and i go early, den he will dere tok tok tok tok tok! so loud sumore. den like wan fight lor! dun like him. den dey all all joke say my mum de FRIEND CUM BACK LIAO! pls lor. run oso not in time! hahahaa! hate him hate him!

HAPPY!! den de happy news is hor. haha! i got hua chi fa liao! wahahaha!!! bleah bleah bleah!!!!!!! woot woot woot! super happy! damn. cos 2day got 1 taiwan guy cum order. i dunoe he taiwan de leh, until de lady sit tgt cum and say. say he dun eat chilli. eat until he whole person so hot! haa! he so cute lor. nx tym find chance to tok to him! hahahaha!!!! shuang liao! den ask email add. wahahaha!!!! muacks! =))

ooh. damn. duno eymy internet cnt go to frienster and my own blog. it takes forever to connect but the page stil cnt load. sian!! dunoe wat seh. dammit. den dunoe y, now can cnt to blogger. weird sia! CB! i fucking pissed off. !!

btw, 2day at canteen v funny lor. got 1 grp pf uncle wan jio my mum buy 4d. den dey keep saying ltrcum back gif number, ltr cu back gif number. den i influenced by dem, cos they really loud lah, den i wanted to ask aunty put spring onion den bcum put number. wth. i said: AUNTY FANG HAO MA. actually i wanted to say: AUNTY FANG CHONG. diao. den dey all say i even more gambly den my mum. walao. damn. dey all laugh at me. i was like WTH! haha! but really v funny lor. diao.

woot! haha! so long nvr blog liao. so tired, until sleep~~ haha! my best time! wahaha! ytd frm aftnn slp until 2day morn. good mah? aahaha! tired de ok?! haha!

btw, rong keep saying i dig! i really cnt rmb lor. haiyo. so paiseh liao leh. ha! oops. saw sumting. haha! nvm. :))

CHEERS FOR ME!!!! WAHAHA!!!! =))

woot woot! bloody tired lar. walao. cos the weekend was playing like mad. nvr in my life i was gg out for 2 consecutive days. and i finally did. and i early leave home, late cum home. woa! yuan lai de feeling is so shuang de... hahaha!

sat went out with fer and rong go sentosa. haha! super fun!!! especially de luge and skyrider ride!! woot woot to dat man!!! den rong de slippers drop when jus started lor. whole journey look at her leg enuf liao. so funny!!! cos no shoes mah! hahaha!!!! den i got back my bronze tan le! haha! but i guess abt a week or 2 will be back to normal. who cares! haha! rong oso got bcum black lor, cos she not de yellow de species mah! wahaha! not suan u hor! hahahaha!

den sun was hving bbq wif pri sch frens at west coast. woa! damn nice. got those pri sch de feeling. hahaha! and we were discussing xingnan de food how nice how nice. cos really v good lor. woot! and i got bloody comments to this pic can? thanks to fer. cos i noe she take de. oni possibility is her. LOOK!!!!



dun say i dig my butt hor! cos i have i idea and no impression i did it. de oni impression i have was rong keep saying, aiya, dig awhile! haha! she keep digging but nvr got her ugly pics taken. and i have no idea wat i was doing and i got this pic taken. wth! haha! nvm, happy jiu hao. at least better then those ppl shoes drop. hahahaha!!!!

aiya! msn keep tio virus! huackernaenae! sumbody help me leh. walao!

woo! how many bloody days did not blog liao. dammit.
maymay recieved her entry proof liao. i wan go check ltr. so excited. hope post me a plc near near de. haha! den i can wake up late...

haha! i so bloody happy. woot woot!
cos we used this internet line how many years liaom now got promotion, free laptop! woot! mine mine mine! haha! still got free wat free wat. tmr cum. but laptop nx mth den hv.
yeah! beter den dun hv rite?! ((:
super shuang now!

and naughty nack bite off my hp strap. and huatts de FUCK word. damn. win liao lor.
bite spoil how many liao?! dammit.
haha!

but i shuang jiu ok liao. haha! super shuang!!!!!!!! ((:
yeah yeah! happy happy!

woo! finally back frm my long holidays.
go back to sg ruan. den go langkawi find my cousins. woo. de chocolates dere really v cheap. but did not buy. cant carry back. den sick liao lor. walao. got flu. de weather dere so hot.

din go to any place of interest except for the black sand beach. de beach really black de lor. and went to eat korean food. GOOD! haha!

woo!~ shuang! ha! kords finally pass me his 1gb memory stick liao! walao! waited for 1 week. hahaha! shuang liao! hahaha! thanks kords! wahaha!

super sain lor. can? ytd nvr work. rest. got tuitio. damn. tuition oways at the end jiu v sian liao. totally shut off. ha! walao. 2hrs of the same tings eh! den TT nag agn. he oso noe he nag. damn. but seriously, i dunoe wat to do oso. hais! so sian de leh! must buck up liao! left less den 1/2 mth le! v fast de leh! ltr bu zhi bu jue take exams liao. hais! WOOT FOR THE WOOT WOOT! THE WOOT WOOT IS ME!!!! haha! buck up buck up!!!

rain rain rain. haha! rain like mad today! woot! all the whether is changing like mad!
omg. maybe very soon, singapore will snow...
omg. i dun like it. no more new feeling liao. i duwan! i wan other countries to snow. not s'pore!
winter clothes expensive leh! haha! DIAO! DATS NOT MY POINT!

anyway, hu cares. dats my pt, i care myself. i omost went for hair extension can?! omost phsyco mum. she did not comment. den i added. silence means consent hor? den she say, V EXPENSIVE LEH! LET ME GO EAT BETTER! i knew it, at the v moment, huatts jian siao at me. win liao lor! damn! i knew, my plan FAIL! omg. i'm gonna try hard.

but seriously, i dunoe if i'll wan to hv hair extension. expensive mah? den i cnt let down my hair lioa leh. den my purpose not there liao, to let my hair down. walao. but this few days quite hot and i keep tieing up my hair. and den de bottom half so many bloody clips. v sian. i wanted to extend a lil bit and can tie mah. U NOE U NOE?!

ha! extend or dun extend? but i tink i oso curious how the thing goes lor. so SHEN can! woo!
so, extend or dun extend? or extend other pattern?

woo! 2day rain liao! is shuang de ok. haha! but no customers. ha! oso gd. take rest. lol.
ytd. com supposed to be mine. ha! but i sleep thru. haha! now got curfew lor. use com until 7 oni. cos huatts de results not good. win liao.

holiday liao leh. he ltr got tuition. TT confirm ask me got do hmwk mah. den i oni noe how to gif my innocent smile. hahaha! DIAO! donoe lah. super lazy lor. hais! june's cuming. mus change mus change!!! hhaha!

everybody jiayou ok? haha! jiayou!

hoo! finally can use the com. damn. for the whole week i cnt use. cos kords and huatts book liao lor. both take turn 1 aft anth. ke lian de me! humph!

kords 2day go back camp loh! can use com liao! ha! plus huatts tmr not at home. WALAO! THE WHOLE COM IS MINE! HAHAHAHA!!! SHUANG SHUANG SHUANG!!

walao. den actually got so many things wan blog de. den pass so long liao. damn. but i MUS blog de dragonboat de hor! ha! is fun de lor! but like nvr black until lor. SIAN! super high de! AND WE NOT THE LAST LEH! IS SCOUTS! HA! GB IS GOOD DE OK. we de oni all girls boat leh! hahahahaha! de best part is everybody hang our legs outside and row de boat! haha!

kords gg to giv me his 1GB de microstick! even shuang! haha! kords WAN SHUI!!! :)



all the way for SICHUAN survivors! GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU! pull urself tgt! pity them. :(

HOR!!! DMAN HOT CAN!!!
sell noodles until de sweat drip like tap liddat. xin ku me liao! hahaha!

faster rain leh, gg to die of hottness. I DUWAN! hahaha! i wanna die peacefully. ask rong, i scare hot de leh. cos i'm cool de rite? hahaha!

2days kords go nee soon camp, his new camp. for 13 weeks. move here move dere. walao. den de tings is alot de lor! like de luggage. no. is 2 luggage. hahaha! 2day is his 1st day dere. my mum say he cuming back. on leave. WAT THE! ltr ask him. if he cum back i jiu cnt use com le leh! he and huatts can book de com. i 1 hr oso cnt use. damn. nvm. ytd wear kords de helmet. is heavy de lor. imagine he hv to carry those field pack and run in the field. his fren say he wana go home. woot! so ke xi, girls not compulsary go army. like so fun liddat lor. i oso wan leh. but oso duwan. is fun de lor. especially i listen my kords say de live firing! woa! and de bomb de. woo! listen liao oso drop saliva. cum, see the pic i took ytd.

capping on his helmet. dun sit straight, u will fall to the back. hahaha! is heavy de lor.

and this is his barang barang. drag here, drag there. hahahah! hahaha! drag drag drag! i wan go army oso leh!! nx tym will find ways! humph! haha!

btw, tmr gg to dragonboat w GB liao! woot! :)) tan tan tan!