Sunday, October 12, 2008

hmm, anth bored sunday. hais. thurs is my sci practical le, so fast. how i wished i was younger, if time could run back, where everything starts all over agn.
i wanna live my childhood days more memorable,
i wouldn't eat myself so fat,
i wouldn't be lazy,
i wouldn't be so selfish,
i wouldn't wan to be attension seeker,
i wouldn't make everybody so miserable.

hais, aft a few days at home, i ponder bout the past. such a selfish person i am, oni tink abt myself. i'm selfish towards my family, my friends and those ppl ard me. i'm such a proud person. why didn't i realise all these earlier. i'm so sorry. hais.
i wanna change! i wanna be a caring person, i wanna be strong! i wanna change everything! i oways tot dat i'm a nice and thoughtful person, oways able to gif in, and oways the 1 accomodating ppl. but tink, tink, u realise u are not dat good, dere are room for improvement, but dat includes if u are willing to change.
why am i pondering abt such issues when o's are cuming?
cos i realised my frens and i are drifting apart.
they share de secrets which i don't,
dey share de same topic dat i don't,
dey seems to have a different look towards me,
dey seems to be laughing at me,
dey,,.......
i'm so scared to see it.
i dunoe wat to do....
COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS

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