ahh!!!! i'm so fucking angry can?!?!?!?!?!?!!? walao. why do i hv this kind of mother?!?!?! or bcos i don retaliate so i'm good to bully?!?! huh?!?!
KNNBCCB!!

I WAS SO HAPPY, FINALLY I CAN STOP WORK. AND GO ONCE IN A WHILE. BUT WAT DOES SHE EXPECT?! ME TO GO EVERY SINGLE DAY?! SHE IS SO SELFISH! SHE ONI THINKS ABOUT HERSELF?! WAT BOUT ME?!?! I'M GG TO HAVE MY O'LEVELS AND I WAN TO STUDY PROPERLY!!! I ONI PROMISE TO GO CANTEEN WHEN I'M FREE AT HOME, I DID NOT PROMISE HER DAT I'LL GO EVERY SINGLE SAY OK!!!! AND DATS WAT SHE SAY HERSELF OSO. CANNOT RMB AH?! GOT STM ISZIT!!!!
SUPPOSINGLY YTD GOT TUITION, BUT I CAN'T FINISH MY HMWK ON TIME, COS I WAS NOT INFORM GOT TUITION AT ALL!! SO CHANGE TO TMR. DEN I TELL HER TMR GOT TUITION. AND HER BLOODY REACTION WAS HUH?! TMR AH? NO OTHER TIME AH? I WAS TINKING SINCE I NOT WORKING ALRDY I CAN PUT TUITION ON THE MORNING WAT. AND I DID NOT SAY I WAN GO WORK TMR RITE?!
GUESS WAT?!?!?! SHE SHAMELESSLY CALLED TT TO DON PUT TUITION ON MON TO FRI MORN, ONI SUN. WALAO. CAN SHE DON BE SO IRRITATING ERNOT? SHE'S DRIVING ME BLOODY CRAZY. SHE'S NOT EVEN AT THE MOST LEAST SHY! SHE IS SO THICK SKINED!!!!!!! SHE'S PISSING ME OFF TOO!!!
I WAS THINKING DAT I'LL GO WORK ONI ON TUES COS SHE SAY DAT TUES MORE PPL. WALAO!!! EVERYTHING SHE SAY!!! EVERYTHING SHE SAY!!!!!!!!! IF I FAIL MY O'LEVEL BLAME WHO?! BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT WORKING HARD ENUF?! OR BLAME HER FOR NOT LETTING ME STUDY AT HOME??? I DEN DON DARE TO BLAME HER OK. DEN WAT?! BLAME MYSELF AH?! DUWAN WORK HARD.?! BUT WAS I GIVEN A CHANCE?!!! NOW DAT I WANNA WORK HARD OSO CNT?! SPOIL MY MOOD SERIOUSLY. WHY DO I HAVE THIS KIND OF MOTHER!?!!!??! SHE OWAYS ONI NOE HOW TO COMPLAIN UNCLE MCP. SHE IS ALSO A CHAUVINIST!!!!!

AHH!!! CAN SOMEBODY GIF ME SOME COURAGE TO TELL HER OFF OF LET ME JUMP DOWN DE BUILDING, DEN I DON NEED TO FEEL SO PISSED OFF!!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!

ooh. ytd was a tired day. cos i went out. not bcos of wat. ytd was supposed to go back to xingnan, but den de sch close at 12nn lah! diao. den i'm still working. and i was quite lazy to go. nuanqi ask me go her hse, all of them playing dere. was super lazy lor. actually did not want to go, but den i promise em liao. den i say might as well we meet at JP? i wan go buy nack de things osohuatts went wif me oso. haha. ok lor, den oni nuanqi, sharon and beecheng go oni. de rest tired liao. den i saw nuanqi buy de pocket scrabble, i oso wan buy leh. haha. den aft shopping at popular, we went to the shop sell all de jap food de and we east sushi, a few oni. lol. and went home liao. but huatts go w me to the bank 1st, and den went home. and i bought a shirt agn!! yeah!!! super happy leh!!!!
den when i come home i gif nack and buddy de chewing bone we jus bought. diao. den dey still fight. wakao. fierce. dunoe which 1 scratch until huatts hand. woot. and i fell asleep soon aft dat.

jus now went to de market w mum. and bought 2nite de dinner. cos kords cum back 2day. ytd at camp slp, too many thingsd to do. den when i cum back, dunoe y de 2 dogs fight agn. diao. faster pull em away. diao.
2day oso mus do my schedule le. have been slacking for 2 days. and since i have alrdy some sort of stop work, den i should plan my schedule properly and den follow it, w enuf sleep and ample rest. yes!! o'levels round de corner. mug hard for my life!!!!

countdown: 47 days

ooh. slacked 2day. damn. i should not have!!!!!!!!!!! so angry w myself! y am i so lazy?!?!?!?! urgh!!
2day morn rain like wad sia, canteen no ppl. and it's weird, when it rains, ppl get really lazy. sian.

tmr is finally my last day at work. it's time i temporarily bid fairwell to de canteen, it's almost a year i worked dere aft my o'levels last year. time flies, and i'm gg to sit for my o'level agn. jus dat this year i hv decided to mug hard. real hard aft i hv stopped work. and i'll plan my own schedule to the time and ability dat i can compromise. dun fill de whole schedule up and den get sick and tired aft viewing it. den i end up not studying agn lar. i should not be lazy anymore. laziness gets me NOWHERE!

tmr xingnan celebrate teachers' day eh! teachers' day is on the 1st sept. heehee. finally can go back to dat sch le. and i can visit my teachers and my pri sch fren! we are so happy tgt yeah! cos we is lame de ok. walao. so excited!!!!

BUCK UP NEO KAI LING!!! DON'T BE LAZY!!!

countdown: 49 days

ooh. good news!!! i finally finished packing my mroom alrdy. was so busy the whole aftnn ytd and 2day! ((= but i'm so happy bout it. in total i threw 5 big red bag and 1 big black bag of rubbish and anth 3 big red bag or magazines. woot! and i remove the bedside table. wahaha! look quite spacious le! tmr, it's time for me to plan my timetable and do my hmwk le!

IT'S TIME TO MUG HARD NEO KAI LING!!!!

the days are getting lesser and nearer. i hope i can get good grades this time. TT say dun waste mum de $$$ and my own time. i wanna do a good job too!! i wan to make my mum proud and i wan to make myself proud. hmm, and it's time to start my august plan(but its like gg to sept liao lor)!!

mum say i stop work this week, budden if i aftnn got time mus go help her, cos recently aftnn alot of ppl. heex! i mus plan my own schedule properly and work it. don jus do up a schedule and sit on it. mus have determination!! and i'll overcome all things! ((=



haha! 2day so happy lor. at canteen sell noodles until super high. ha! cos got 1 china man, walao say thise things to agitate me. so fuuny! dun kajiao kajiao huh!

he cum and order meepok packet de. den dun hv le, left de other 1, den i ask him to pack dat 1, not he eat oso. den wat he say?! U SO HEAVY GO PRESS THE NOODLE UNTIL FLAT LAH! bloody hell. den i say U BRING BACK AND ASK UR BOSS SLOWLY GO PRESS HIMSELF! HAHA!!! den he dere laugh. walao. so funny lor. ZZZ. den got 1 guy pack liao, go buy rice de queue dere oso laugh lor. dey same company de mah. ha. de guy is handsome de lor. wahahaha!!! >.<" if this company de china ppl cum i confirm v high de lor, cos dey so funny. DIAO!!!!



WORK HARD PPL AND WORK HARD KAI LING!!!!



countdown: 50 days

ahh!!! super tired! i dunoe y oso. guess where i am today? i'm back to help my mum. but she promised me dat i work until this week oni, i hope i really can take a break. hais. i tink i'm such a disapointment lar. i pissing myself off. i wan a change!!!

tmr morn not gg for work, but its hard to say, cos mum wan to let aunty try out to work w oni 2 ppl. i hope she can jus buck up. den i can jus stop work. and if i really can don go until aftnn rite, it will be a changeover for my room and my new study timetable. HOPE ON!

and jus as i hv expected, yi3 gu is duwan to help my mum work de. ytd went to xueyi jie hse for her b'dae party and den yi3 was dere. so i jus ask lor, but she jus smile as reply. den, zai zai liao lor. nvm lar, i din even noe dat mum oso not v want to hire her, den my mum at home tell me yi3 gu did not reply her, and i said i ask liao, she jus keep quiet. my mum heaved a sigh of relief. and i was like huh? aiya, adults tings so complicated. dun care.

anyway, XUEYI JIEJIE!!! UR FRENS IS HANDSOME DE LOR! AHAHAHA!!!! diao. haha!!

&&&!! my aunty doing facial has agreed to tch me facial and wan gif me a chance to go and learn. dat day she still joke say wan me to be the 2nd her, so i can help her run her facial business eh! so happy! and i'hv decided too! ((= maybe aft my o'levels i go and help her. dunoe, she wat she plans. but i oso hope she dun let me go course so fast, i oso wan to go poly and study and get a diploma, like all my frens! i really miss sch~

countdown: 52 days

hmm, 2day is de day for yi3 gu to reply mum, whether she wans to work as mum de part time mah. hope her answer is yes, but, dere is 1 condition dunoe whether she will accept ernot, which is to go home herself frm boon lay interchange, if she duwan den i sian liao. i'm praying super hard, dat she agree w it, but i see dat the chances are slim. HAIS! i tink i can't even afford to work for a week or more! hope someone will jus knock on the door and say dat he/she will wanna work for my mum.

ahh! i went to market jus now w mum and i saw!! _ _ _ _ _ _. shit. i was like! urgh! nvm, and den i saw canteen sell bao de aunty and her daughter. dat's still ok, at least we still tok. den mum bought me a checkered big t-shirt and a thighs. woot!! and i'm gg to wear it for xueyi jiejie b'dae party ltr.

she's turning 21 this 26th. so envy! i wanna grow up too! whatever it is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER AND ALL THE BEST FOR HER TEACHING CAREER!!! YES, AND SHE IS WU LAO SHI, MISS GOH!!! hahahaha!!!!

countdown: 53 days

coundown: 55 days. dat was ytd de. ytd had tuition, did not complete my hmwk, agn. walao. den TT was so angry. he say he wan go home, den he cum nx week or only aft i hv finished all my hmwk. walao. i so scared leh. den i faster say i got do abit, ask him to look thru. finally, he stayed on. scared dao. aft tuition he help me write down all de exam dates on a calender, and lectured me. now den i realise how lil time i have left. chong for the last 50+ days and get a better future ahead!! worth it rite? TT even made me work out a schedule plan for the nx 50+ days. shit. but i cnt do it infront of him, i sask him go, i will do a proper 1 and show him de nx tuition lesson. i oso wan arrange my room and plan my timetable! UUSH KAILING!!! JIAYOU FOR THE LESS THAN 60 DAYS! UUSH!
finally i realised the importance of my exam, and my future life ahead! and i wan to take good care of my mum and my dad, and my family. ((=

2day went to help dad move his tings. AGAIN! so many tings to move here and dere lah, dunoe he wan so many tings for wat, quite pissing me off. it's like he ask me and aunty to rch dere at 11, we are alrdy late, we rch at 11.45. i wait and wait until i sleep. and he finally rched home at 3.20.
damn. but wat to do? he is my dad!


countdown: 54 days

ooh. shit. tmr tuition leh!~ 3.30. so early lor! walao. damn. don even hv time to rest. humph! and i hvn finish my hmwk leh. gou li gou li! tmr morn all bring to canteen and do. math especially.
walao, 2day is sian de lor, i nvr go gb, cos v tired. hais. and tmr fri le eh, sat not gg work, i was tinking is it my last day at work...

countdown: 56 days

eh, jus woke up and shower. did not eat dinner, don like de dishes. hee. nvm lah. this few days canteen got so many ppl leh~ so tired. hais! when den its time to stop work? hope yi3 gu can work, den i at home study. tidy table. as long as i'm at home, i tink i can cope w my studies.

this fri tuition le, and i hope its my last day at work.

countdown:57 days

haiyo, supposed to go and study w fer and rong de leh, but ytd use con until too late, not enuf sleep. aft shower jiu wan sleep liao. i even doze off at the canteen lor.

FEI FEI FEI~

i got good news too!! mum gg to find a part time de le. is yi3 gu, last time help my mum work. if she cum rite, den i can at home le! time to pack my table and study. recently still got study abit lah. countdown man. not even 2 mths.
rong and fer jiu shuang lor, tmr last ppr!! i mus wait until 11/11 den is my last ppr. still got so long leh! aft dat wan chiong work le! got so many tings wan buy!


countdown: 58 days

ooh. so long since i updated. and realised dat blogger has changed de inside webpage. diao. ahaha! btw, got my laptop le. still got alot things wan do. do liao jiu study le! hahaha!!! ook. gtg/ jus came top report oni. lol!

woow woow woow. 2day is a v sian day. nvr work.. but nvr do hmwk oso. 3 pm is my tuition, and i hvn finish my hmwk. v sian leh. den dunoe wat to do oso. ha.

walao!!! den ytd my anth extension drop off!!! i comb it off agn. walao. den wash hair dat tym i feel so weird. haha!! dammit. now no more liao lor. sian. dere goes my $6. haha. in 3 weeks i tink?

can go take my laptop v v v soon! yeah!~!~!~!~!~