urgh. im so pissed with myself. what exactly is happening around me? couldn't concentrate on things properly, couldn't get my mind to think, even if i wanted to think, my mind is just not working! omg, this is so irritating, im irritated all by myself. _|_


today i skipped programming lesson, and went to MOM to help KpoJi ask about his permit things. finally, heaved a sigh of relief. at least we got the answer now, the next step is all yours...

anyway, sunday's trip to marina barrage was fantastic! its really all the happy moments when im with my friends. happy moments are no longer at home.
and hell yeah, we were all so tanned, i mean burned. especially xian and rong, keep seeing them complain on FB. they are really not ok lor, cos usually, both of them dun get this tanned, unlike me and fer. anyhoo, look at the pictures, and thanks for the random photographer, KpoJi :))

*the amount of food we brought there




*how badly tan we were.

oh.. hell ya! im not asleep yet. its saturday today, wondering why am i not selling meepok??
mum ask me not to go, ok, my income less at least $80 this week, cos nvr go work. sad much!!
damn. blame that aunty with menopausal...

and so sorry for not updating, since back from korea, my life sucks with endless problems at home. really made me moodless to go to sch, and my results really sucked. all Cs and Ds. like wth lah! this shouldn't continue now. my focus is to study well, get good grade. and i will only care for those that care for me, for those things that are none of my business, it really is none of my business, im not gg to care.

what im busy with?
1. programming assignment (submitted)
2. Korea Trip assignments (submitted)
3. Korea Trip CE talk ppt slides (submitted)
4. lots and lots of homework!!!!

just completed my story, omg. it is 1836 words long.
ytd was field trip for art of story module and we are supposed to go into the museum and look for any art work or artefact and write a story bout it. -.-
i found myself a human head skull lor. but came back last night, tired. after i skype with KpoJi, i fell asleep. and woke up when mum woke up at 2.45am. and i typed all the way until now. :)
super or what? hardworking or what?

but srsly, work is not as easy as year one anymore. UUSH KAILING!
tmr will be out to marina barrage with Rong, Xian, Fer and Kpoji. :))
hope it doesn't rain lor! byebye.

-350th post-
sorry, no post for korea trip. im just so not in the mood, as long as this thing is not settled, i guess im just gg to neglect my blog and every single thing.
im not thinking about anything, my mind is just blank. and fuck yeah, i hope this can come to an end ASAP. not anth fucking 2 months please.
i did something wrong last night, and i owe an apology, seriously, sorry is the hardest word to say, especially to someone that you really dun feel like bothering and talking to anymore.

i confess:
yesterday was father's day, but me and mum went for the NEA hygiene class by the government. it takes up the whole day from morning 9am to 7pm. and aft that meet dad for dinner, with huatts, kords, and kpo ji.
and so after dinner, i ask kpoji to come home sleep tgt, morning den go canteen with mum lor. din noe siying was home, if not i wouldn't ask him to come back lor, but anyway, we still sleep tgt, with mum and siying, four in one room, 3 beds...

who noes when im sound asleep, i din noe siying couldn't sleep. i really din mean it, sorry much.
and of course, mum got lectured by uncle for not disciplining both of us. he asked siying to go to his room to sleep, he is so angry he say he can ask Kpoji to leave the house anytime he wants. like how he can to me and my mum.

i really din noe all these is creating so much trouble for everybody at home. FML. i need to apologise, i seriously need to, but how to open my mouth?

even if i have apologised, who can end all the situations for me?

omg, im so tired!! tsk..

and i have got tonnes of incomplete works. my programming assignment, korea study trip blog update and videos. omg omg. DIEEEE!!!

im gg to be MIA until i finish all my work. den i will update about the korea trip.


I WILL BE BACK!

alright, im home...
actually reached last night alrdy, KpoJi and Dad came to the airport to bring me home...
tired much...!

otw to Korea, i slept throughout the whole journey. goodness. im good. HA!
but otw back, i slept for only 1hr and watched two movies on the plane. YAY.
72 Tenants and Alice in Wonderland. and they were amazed that i didn't sleep. =.="

really, very tired.. omg. and i got some thoughts on my mind. :(
but i dunoe lah, what done cnt be undone.
not determined enough, not enough courage, .........................
AIYA! I ALSO DUNOE LAH! HUACKERNAENAE!
have to set my mind firm. complete the assignments, priorities!

1. programming assignment
2. study trip assignments

photos will be up soon. really got no mood. :\