wow. why am i so awake even it's 5mins to 12? i'm changing my blogskin! woo! finally i did everything. eyes straining alrdy. but cos 2day on air-con, so got more mood to do. tmr's holiday! yeah! can rest! ha! but mus chiong phy leh! woot!

so no comments for 2day. oni noe dat business so good, back aching. lol. like my blog skin? i like! haha!

good night! muacks!

COUNTDOWN: 16 DAYS

hais! sian. still working u noe?! damn. and i still dun have a phone? walao. bout 1 week alrdy. until i cnt tahan, i take out my LG chocolate to use. humph. sian lor. tmr still need go work. damn. den wed holiday. hope thurs no need go anymore!

2day chiong physics. walao. realise there's so many things i dunoe sia! not listening to lesson lah! damn. hope can faster chiong finish den chiong geog. so many so many! but nvm, v fast over de! den i can go out find job. this time i mus! i duwan work for my mum le. hope she can faster go find 1 part time de. hais. i wanna go out and earn money, cos dere's so many things dat i wan. i wanna upgrade my entertainment zone!! sry mum. hais. nbdy understands wat i'm tinking inside! stressed out alrdy. tired alrdy. omg!!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????
*cries .

COUNTDOWN: 17 DAYS

ooh. so late le rite? this few days nvr blog oso lor. humph. past few days keep falling sick den ok agn, and sick den ok agn. ytd finally knock out w a fever. hais. and i slp early lor. and i wake up and go canteen ok. but now shud be feeling better.

den huatts had tuition jus now, and TT ORDERED ME TO DO MY MATH! sian like siao can?! damn. and i'm having a lil headache agn. oways de leh! got tuition jiu headache! hais. been working agn hope mon de aunty can resign her work and help mum. damn. another long story. ZZZ. i wanna study, i wanna work hard. i wanna go to poly! but dunoe which course. dunoe which faculty i wanna be in. sian agn. headache sia! i wanna have my own time to think, but i dun have the time! ooh! sian agn. life's so boring!! dun tell me urs is full of amazes and life ok. singaporeans are boring ppl w boring life. it's forced on the circumstances ard. hais!

and rong and fer! i miss u and u miss me! hahaha!

COUNTDOWN: 19 DAYS

ooh! i did smth 2day! i did a checklist for all the 4 subj i'm taking and i'm so worn out alrdy. lol. and i tink tmr morn i hafto go to canteen w mum, early in the morn! so i better turn in right after this. hehe. and u noe wat, my mum did a stunt early this morn when she's leaving for work. was rather pissed off this morn, but when i wake up, i find it rather hilarious.

she woke me up in the morn to ask me to change her sim to my phone, so currently i'm phoneless. dammit. she ask me to change bcos her phone no batt. de bloody batt spoil like how many donkies mths ago, finally cnt make it alrdy. now she use like so sard sia. call call call. i keep asking her to go and buy a new 1 herself she duwan. she say dunoe how to use. piangs! wat a old lady. lol. so now i'm phoneless lor. pity me. y me? making the sacrifice? omg! phoneless,, pathetic! he. but heck care. this few days i got phone like no phone liddat. nbdy call, nbdy sms. sian.

woot! okok, it's fri! yeah! weekend liao leh!

COUNTDOWN: 21 DAYS!!

ooh... early morn jiu rain like wat. and i still have to go to my mum's de stall to help. sian. tmr oso gg, fri oso gg. i hop it's seriously de last. and i have not done my timetable lor. cos i'm so sleepy this few days and so lazy. tmr mus do, mus do!!!!

argh. left so few days nia! and i'm still here hogging on to youtube and viwawa. shit. mus stop playing le. enthusiasm died off agn? omfg. i guess so. hope i can find it back really fast. hais. sian! dunoe y. but jiu sian lor.

2day. my candy eye came to packet noodles loh! happy happy! i fa hua chi agn. and my
_ _ _ _ _ _ . i wanna forget u! oways occupy my dreams, make me cnt dream of rong. hor rong? hehe! so diao lor. lol!

COUNTDOWN: 22 DAYS!

ahh. sian. 2day i dream of _ _ _ _ _ _ again!!!! sian!!! y i still miss him so much, it's been so long lor. hais. but how i wish my dreams are real. but i noe i so naive can?!?! arr!!! I WANNA CONQUER U; _ _ _ _ _ _!!!!!

actually 2day morn wan go jogging de lor, den mum called. ZZZ. i agar agar noe is need to go canteen liao de lah. actually 2day got 1 aunty cum de lor, new de part time. den when she saw so busy, she told my mum she wan go alrdy. sian. ytd she still tell my mum she wan find those exciting de job. my mum de not exciting meh? my mum de so bloody exciting lah! sian. so i went 2day lor, at bus study lor, bo bian. den when i went, 2day no ppl lah, so less. waste my time lor. ZZZ. if not i can study so much leh. den my candy eye did not cum oso. sian all de way.

den when i cum home even sian lor! BUDDY PEEPEE ON ME LAH!!!! sian!!! i was like hugging him den was like why my stomach dere so hot sia. den i see, de peepee shoot shoot. sian lah! den nvm, i isolate him. when i cum out to see wat he doing, i saw traces of his urine cuming out frm my mum's room and shit outside huatts room. walao. sian like wat sia. after i clean up, i help nack bath. den when bath cum out he dry himself ok alrdy, he go my bed peepee sia!!! even more sian. smack him like wat. cos i'm so angry lor! i so sick and tired of those pee and shit. damn. mus train nack sia. dat time got 1 time he tiko peepee on the newspaper, den after dat, no more liao lor. i wan go daiso buy those pampers, put on the floor dat kind. see he learn ernot. sian lor.

ahh. i guess tmr i needa go to work agn lor. hais. i wanna study! who noe of anybody dat wanna work as part time, at my mum de store. hais. gif me a break man! shit. don make me lose my enthusiasm again. i beseech u!!! ahh!!

COUNTDOWN: 23 DAYS

ooh. sian. my hp dunoe y ok liao. i changed huatts de sim to my phine and my sim to his phone, and i tried using his sim in my phone to send msg, den ok liao. den when i changed back, really ok liao. i not feeling super happy nor excited. walao. cos maybe i really sian of my hp le. but mus wait until nx year, cos i duwanna spend this unneccessary amt of $$$ to buy something dat is not important. wat's impt now is my exam. yea. and i had tuition this morn. 2day oso no work, it's time to stay at home to study. and of cos, STUDY WELL. now i'm given this opportunity alrdy, i shall not lose it. while i study hard, my mum will work hard. thinking of her working so hard, i mus study even better. ((=

2day tuition was like err. damn. did not have any problems w math so did not go thru, and i did chem. for the whole bloody 2hrs. thise 2hrs are like so long lor. like never ending lah! i did moles, energy changes, redox, acid bases and salts, metal reactivity series and extraction of metals. woo. can die man. but bo bian, dat's my life; study hard! weets! den TT ask me math can get A ernot. walao. but i was thinking if i keep on practicing and keep up this level of standard of my work, i guess should not be a problem. but i oso hope really can.

ltr gg to plan my timetable le, tmr onwards mus start! yeah! a new life! no matter wat mus be optimistic and strong, so dat i can overcome all obstacles! and do well!!! hehee!

aft my o'levels i wanna find a job outside and earn lots of $$$!! cos dere's so many things i'm craving for, bags, japan, camera, ipod.... woots!

ytd treat dad to sakura buffet. best man. eat until. cos last tues his b'dae mah, den nvr go out w him last sun, so we went ytd. me and huatts share de cost. 4 person, abt $92. quite worth it, cos realy alot of things ok, cum to tink of it, i drool! haha! den went to pool w fer and huatts at jec. but huatts cnt enter, so he went to lan. diao. this time fer overall win liao, haha. but nvm rite fer, still got nx tym de lor!

i'm so happy! i can study i can study! i wanna save alot of money oso. hehe. cos i financially independent, den i not working anymore, i hafto save up some $$$. hehe! but im really so happy happy happy! are u happy for me? haehae!

COUNTDOWN: 24 DAYS

ooh.. sian, but i tink i maybe stopping work this fri le! yay! it;s time i concentrate and study like mad. hehe! and i'm so happy dat i can study le lor! finally this day have cum! and i oso decide dat i will not gif up any subject and dat i will work hard and study hard! uush! i wan to be proud of my new results! my enthusiasm is cuming back! yes!! i wanna study! wootS!!!

woot! ok, i wanna change my blogskin, but i hvn find 1 dat is suitable for me!!!!
finding finding, i;m so lazy to go and repair my hp can?!

COUNTDOWN: 29 DAYS

ooh.hehe. finished tuition awhile ago. woa. nvr finish hmwk, but wat, i managed to sneak thru! haha. i did not do my chem and i oso realised dat the physics homework given oso done during at sch, so no need do, and i oso nvr finish my math leh. den when he cum i say quick do chem, i don understand a single shit bout it, and i did 1.5 hrs of chem and 0.5 hrs of math. and i end my tuition. woot! but i realised i really cnt do my sci. ZZZ. i was tinking if i shud gif up my poa and humans? faster plan properly and study well bah!

oohh~! and sundays are oways so sian can!?!?!?!

COUNTDOWN: 32 DAYS!

ooh, wat a tired day 2day. early morn went to westmall to buy oral bones for Nack. the pet lovers. rong got the discount card mah. so we went, and oni 1st 200 customer got the goodie bag. rong fer and i den we oni got 1. so dey gif me, cos its all bout dogs de. thanks ya! actually its not expensive lah. is i rmb de price wrongly from those at the pet station at jp. lol. i still tot pet station was expensive lor. den we had our breakfast at kopitiam, and toked bout last time and abit here and here, too bad, left xian nvr cum. den awhile jiu go home le.

den when i rch hm rite, i say i wan sell the phone, budden uncle say wanna buy, cos he's amazed by my 32x zoom. lol. and i sell to him at $130. den i say help him repair. and i had the v urge to go and buy my G900 at the v moment. lucky i didn't. now, i tink i duwan change my phone le, i is abit can't bear de lor, and i tink better duwan. den i tag huatts along to my aunt to do facial. is alot of pimple de lor. haha. pain. den when i told her i wanted to buy dat phone she say duwan buy lah. she ask me y mus buy, den i say cos i like de phone v much. she say den she oso like alot of things v much, ask me buy for her wor! =.=" and she oso say phone is a need, not a must! so don hafto waste dat kind of $$$. so throughout de facial i tink i duwan buy le lah, return uncle de $$$, mon go repair de phone lor.hehe. den can save money liao lor. end of year den buy camera bah.

and mum 2day cook chicken rice and shark fin invite my aunt to cum and eat dinner, it's uncle's b'dae cum lantern festival. hehe. and my 1 day jus passed liddat. now is another day liao wor! nvr do until hmwk. shit. but lucky tmr 4den tuition. wake up to chiong liao ah.

COUNTDOWN: 32 DAYS

woot! jus had a hair cut, v refreshing de leh! hehe. past few days hair grow thick and messy, jus now go cut! and i like it! and huatts tag along, he oso cut, he so like too!! hehe! I LIKE MY NEW HAIRSTYLE! haha. but actually oso nvr change until anywhere lah. lol. but i jus like it. yes!

den bout my spoiled phone, i'm gg to sell it away!~ woot! and change it to de Sony G900 dat i oso wanted! but 2nd hand de, bo bian, money got limit mah. but i change liao i jiu happy dao siao lah! hu cares if its a 2nd hand phone. nbdy noes. oni i noe. i gg to sell my phine for 130, and top up 230 for de 2nd hand phone. woot! =)

woo! got new haircut, got new phone, really mus study hard le.
COUNTDOWN: 34DAYS

ooh. sian, slacked another day away. sian!!!! tmr got tuition le, hvn done a single shit. bloody hell. and my hp spoil liao lor! cnt send msg lor. sian, oni can receive. aft dat day my line was temp terminated, den when de line can use agn, my hp cnt use liao lor. den i try on huatts de phone can send leh. damn. mus bring to the dunoe wat building to repair, and i mus be seperated frm my phone for few days agn. sian lor. den i tink my warrenty oso end liao lah. dat is de super sian de lor. mus spend money lah!!!! !@#$%^&*&^%$#@ bloody phone! waste my money. faggot. super pissed off.

ytd i had a v weird dream. hais! dunoe y liddat. i keep dreaming abt _ _ _ _ _ _! sian. den in the end of the dream, it turns out to be another person. dunoe hu. ahh!! pls. it's oso irritating me. i'm supposed to be concentrating on my studies and here i am thinking of those stupid and naive things! pissing myself off.

sometimes, i jus hate myself!!! ahh!!! i dunoe y am i so pissed off. i'm jus not happy w myself! frm head to toe, it aint the apple of my own eye! bloody shit!!!!!!

suddenly, i missed kords so much, he's cuming back on sat recently, so this week he oso cuming back on sat, and we are gg to eat out, uncle is celebrating his b'day. so many things cuming, it's gg to be o'levels soon too. how i wish i can concentrate on my studies and de time faster pass and den o'levels faster cum and faster end, i wanna go out and work to earn money. i'hv got so many things i wanna buy. and i wanna change my lifestyle. hais.

COUNTDOWN: 35DAYS

walao. is sian de lor. ytd and 2say nvr study at all AGAIN! bloody sian de lor. slp these 2days out.

ytd i afternoon jiu slp until 2day de morn. how many hrs lah. damn. dunoe y so tired oso lor. den jus now cum back, eat lunch and slp agn. den jus now wake up oni. walao. this kind of life. ZZZ!!!

tmr jiu left 35 days oni. jus nice 5 weeks. jus nice can chiong finish 4 subj and jus nice can hv enuf preparation 4 O's if i dun slack anymore. aiyer. mus really buck up liao de enthusiasm i had de past few weeks have died off. mus find back dat kind of enthusiasm back agn!!! seriously, i wanna score well and excel. there are so many competitors out there! jiayou!! yes! jiayou! for myself. but i dunoe wat course to take leh, no goal. so clueless...

COUNTDOWN: 36DAYS
de days are getting lesser and lesser! jiayou!!

ooh.. it's raining now. so cold. down w running nose and sore throat too. sian. gg to a lil bit fever oso liao. sick sick sick. old liao, v easy sick. haha!! ooh. so sian. 2day slp whole day agn, no energy liao. maybe this few days keep wahjong, den nvr had enuf sleep. tio sick liao. damn.

jus now oso so funny. uncle de fren gif him some dog de clothes. got 1 cap and 1 shorts. seriously, it's my first time seeing pants, demin material de sumore. and cap. and den got 1 beckham23 de t-shirt, we let nack wear. haha! so funny lor! so punk. left no thick thicnk de necklace and sunglasses oni. nx tym mus take a photo. den let buddy wear a t-shirt oso. got so many shirt. ha! so happy. nx tym can go buy more for nack. ha. seriously, it's so funny. and den oso got 1, de mortif is I'M SO "HOT!"... lol. den i say he hotdog ah. can go BBQ de lor. LOL! ahh!! i so adore NAck an Buddy ok! cos dey is damn damn damn de cute!!! WOOT!!!

2day huatts de gan ma oso buy mooncake for me to eat, iced-skin green tea de. every yr i got ask my mum to order frm my aunt de, but this year for some special reason i duwan. den dun hafto feel so irritated. den huatts de gan mah 2day dunoe went to which hotel to buy me 4, and anth 4 baked de for mum. wow, so caring! THANK U SO MUCH!

and 2day v suay de lor. walao. cos my handphone bill nvr pay, now cnt use liao. den afternoon go pay, mus wait until tmr den can use. LOL! 1st time man! DIAO! blacklisted liao.

countdown: 38 days!

ooh. super full, jus finished my breakfast cum lunch. had been eating quite alot this few days. oh no!!! my august plan!!! not started yet!!! ah, jus spend de weekend liddat. so no life!!! sian de lor, actually i quite hate weekends, cos really sian de lor, but i oso like weekends, can rest. you ai you hen. lol! but seriously, after rest finish jiu sian liao lor. hais!!!

life so boring, how i wish i can faster finish my o'level and den faster go out work. this time mus find job no matter wat. duwan work at canteen le lor, mus persuade my mum to hire a part time de!!! omg!!! GOD!! PLEASE SPARE ME!!! hais!

hmm, ltr mus study le! i hvn plan my schedule lor. TT ltr cuming, to help huatts tuition. this week hvn touch until any books. is slack dao! ltr mus do. ltr oso wan go cut hair. hehe! and i oso wan rebone my hair leh! mum no comments, i got chance wan ask my neighbour help me reborn. haha! my hair long liao mah! >.<"

COUNTDOWN: 39 DAYS

ooh. how many days since i blogged. cos tmr not working. so i decide to use de computer. if i go early in the morn to help my mum, i'll sleep like a log, so i nvr tot of using de com. haha!

yeah!!! so happy tmr no need work leh, den gg out w mum and huatt oso. ha! got 1 customer gif us 3 tickets, to go to the indoor stadium to celebrate lantern festival. heehee. den mum say aiya u dun go lah, u stay at home and doll up lah, u confirm not enuf time de la. walao. win liao. haha! so happy, finally can go out agn, oways at home so sian lor!
and i'm so hungry now! 2day dinner got cook like nvr cook liddat. don suit me leh, so i skipped. den lunch mum treat me and huatts eat KFC leh! haha! SHUANG!! but i prefer Mac better.

and and!! o'levels are nearing. and i lose count. damn. should be 40 or 41 days! ahh!!!

countdown: 41 days!

ooh!!! my hands super cramp!!! haha!!! cos had too much fun ytd. ytd me and huiyan go eat JP de sakae sushi, i treat de, cos she help me take worksheets so i can practice my math. THANKS YA!! and we are super duper full dat kind. i was so hungry and when i rch dere i jus eat and eat. den, full liao. huiyan did not eat alot, cos she went to pierce her ear lor. 2 sumore, both on 1 side sumore. so she jus eat those fried de and de egg. walao. win liao. ask her don pierce 1st she say she wan, she decided le, so i went to meet her and kris dere.

aft our lunch cum dinner, we too full liao lor, 1 more sushi can make our stomach explode lah!!!
so we walk to JP. and we went to the arcade, dunoe y. and play. we played so many rounds of bball lor. the big 1 and de small 1. de small 1 damn cute can. and we played the taigu drum. huiyan so bloody angry w de machine lor. we nvr select de song den in de end is dat song. walao. i stil so worry is i press until, in the end not me. haha. den we played bball agn. no my hand super heavy lor, this morn wake up even worse ah. ooh. huiyan de hand maybe oso paining. lol!

2day i went to work. hais. in de end, i still decide dat i'll continue to help her, but aft i wake up den i go. seriously, liddat got more sleep, aftnn can study. maybe nearer to o'level or wat i persuade her to hire 1 part time lah, 600 bucks more a mth, but u still can earn more, u don hire anth helper u don earn as much., is vise versa de ting lor, see herself. if not i really cnt help her liao. ahh!!!
walao den now wat, she ask me go w her tmr morn! bloody pissed off can?!!! i duwan go w her so early lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tmr nothing to do lah!!!! y she oways say something den cnt do it de?!! y she oways break her promise de!!!!!!!!! walao!!!!! i wanna study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

countdown: 45 days