Friday, October 31, 2008

my day sucks. i dont care, i wanna grow up quickly and leave this bloody place, full of crap and shits. i wanna go back to my own hse. why is my parents divorced and attached to anth agn?
i jus hate that MAN! u deprived me of so many things, u made my mum suffer, u let huatts attitude change. i jus hate u through and through. if killing is not against the law, i would use a knife to pierce u. in and out in and out.

u're not worthy of my mum. u're not even her shit. don try to bully her or even any 1 else in my family, i'll make u suffer. when u grow old, u're under my control. den u will DIE AND SUFFER IN MY HANDS. I WILL MAKE MY REVENGE! u better leave my mum. yes, u better. don bcos everytime i nvr tok back u think i good to bully. there's limits to my patience ok.

2day is the day, i looked myself in awe. i cant believe i did all these things. sry nack for hurting u, my heart hurts too! i'hv got no choice, u gotta understand. if i'hv gone crazy 1 day, somebody jus push me down the building. i duwan to go to jail. i wan to end my life at tt v moment. serious, if i did smth wrong, i wish sum1 can end my life, i'll be grateful to u.

wad happened wad happened?!?! i'm worried dere's retribution to me nx tym, but i did this for self defence, if i dun do this, i'll be sry to myself, sry to my mum. jus bcos of playing mahjong at home, and u are not happy? and pls, even if u are not happy, dun vent ur anger on my mum! she's also got parent! dun tell me u dun hv?! wan tell tell me ok, u r unhappy w me, not my mum! so pls, tell me! u tink ui are v big?! pls, u are not. i dun look up to u AT ALL! cos u are a LOSER! BIG BIG LOSER! PUI MY SALIVA AT U!

yes, i lose my mind 2day! i slammed de cupboards, the toilet door, and i even break a pail. i'm crazy. no, i'm angry. v angry. i jus dun understand wats his bloody pblm? can he speak nicely? if u are not happy, dun cum back and vent all ur angers on us. we are not ur puppets. u tink u wan slap me u can? i gif u slap u oso dun dare, so? LOSER! if u dare slap me, i'll SUE U! COS U ARE NOT MY FATHER! cum on lah, my dad doesn't even beat me. so who are u to do it? i dun care hu are u! COS U ARE NOT EVEN NICE TO MY MUM. but hey, this have not ended yet. when huatts cum back, there's round 2. i'm not afraid to cum up and protect my family, cos it's my responsibility. the onli ting dat i lack of is money, CASH! enuf money so i could bring my family back to our own hse to stay, den we are off ur clutches! u tink we really need u so much? u are jus a burden. since u like to tell my mum and scold my mum, u wan me to go to ur mum and spill everything u did to us, and make her heartache? pls, maybe unfortunately, u'll lose ur mum! but huh! i dun tink u gif a damn, the most u jus drop a few crocodile tears and u are back to ur own life. u only have frens. u are a BIG FAILURE! u jus sucks to the core, i dun respect u anymore, u made me change opinion of u, 2day. WATCH OUT!


did not went for POA ppr 2day, gif up, i tot i finished learing everything, but i was wrong. i woke up early morn to study, omg, i saw depreciation, incomplete records and wat wat wat, i gif up. i went back to sleep and went to canteen. i'm left w 2 more pprs. SS and Sci MCQ. WOO! i'm off the hook, i'm gg to earn money!

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