HAIS! i'm feeling so bored, i'm feeling so bad, i wanna cry!!!!
my math sucks 2day. the time was not enough for me. and i started to panick agn. den when i bring out the qn ppr to do agn, i realise i can do it. and i lose marks jus like dat! maybe i'm gg to sit for o's again nx yr! hais, i duwan to fail my math u noe? sobs! i'm so angry w myself too! i woke up 4 in the morning for the sake of an A for my math, and i studied vectors and probability, and vectors came out oni 1 mark, and i fucking dun understand wad the probability is asking.
CB!i cant stop being angry w myself! i feel i'm such a dissapointment! get an A? omg, now i oni hope for a mere pass! HAIS! so angry, but no one noes. i'm feeling so depressed oso. for some _ _ _ _ _ reason. y is it oways
_ _ _ _ _ problems? faster go poly, i wanna make new _ _ _ _ _!!!! i jus hate myself! the new year faster cum! everything will start afresh! HAIS! maybe i should jus lower down my expectations. the higher the expectations, the higher the dissapointment. i finally get to understand this sentence. but only at this time, it's too bloody late. if i really fail my math this time, i seriously dunoe wad course to go to, i hopefully wanna go to a good course and excel! jus hope dat my math can pass, my sci and humans can pass, everything doesnt matter anymore. gif me a chance, i will excel like nbdy's business nx year. all i need is 1 more chance. HAIS!
tmr is my poa ppr, waking up early to study oso, den gg to mum's stall, cos huatts gg sch. dunoe, maybe i feel quite sian, actually can dun go, but my mum dat day fall down, v pain. so i go help her bah, HAIS! 1 more SS ppr and my written ppr is done and over with. left 2 mcq, but i oso cnt slack, mus do well. hais...
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