yeah, i dunoe what and how i should be feeling right now. i am quite happy im living my life quite fruitfully as of now. i nvr take aftnn naps aft sch, because i rather use the time to complete my work or im at sch busy with FYP.
i really want to fully utilize my time i have with all the things i have. i have a laptop, a DSLR, a wacom but i just let them collect dust. i should make full use of them to learn new things. i duwan to just now a little of all these things, i want to know more and learn more. hope i will be able to master some skills..
yeah although i am living my life fruitfully, i am getting really tired man. i also feel my health deteriorating. my knees are the worst. last wed i went to swim for 1hr15mins straight and my knees are acting up alrdy. i dunoe what is happening. i really hope its just that there is not enough calcium. i dont wish its some injuries acting up now when i had a very bad fall few years ago.
and my gastric is being a pain in the ass. most of the time its fine, but when it starts acting up, its not fine at all. i duwan to grow old with all this sickness. i want to enjoy my day everyday with my loved one with no worries, no sickness and everything.
and im really afraid that wednesday comes a little too quickly? then sunday? SIGH!!! this one cannot be disclosed. its a secret and only my very close friends now.
dont worry, im gg to stay really strong and train myself to adapt to this fast paced society. i wont wait for the days to pass, i want to live my life where time is not enough for me and everyday is busy busy busy, so time pass very quickly.
cheers kailing, CHEERS!!! yeah i know its gg to be difficult and nbdy will understand how i am gg to feel. but whatever and who cares lah ok, i know what i want to do.
anyway, i had an awesome dinner and birthday surprise from rongrong and fershila. thank you for making it happen for me and xian. <3<3<3
the two organisers
and the two birthday girls. yeah, our birth dates are only 1 days apart. ;)
we had 2 cakes, a cheap one VS a expensive one. but both taste just as great cos its the thought that counts!
and we took a total of 30 polaroids. hahaha!
although its supposed to be a simple meal and it turned out to be a birthday surprise, we really had so much to laugh about, talk about and catching up to do.
its us, the awesome foursome. :) <3<3<3
and yeah, i really like this two pictures alot. i think this two photos will make me wonder one day, how have i lived my life, all that i have gone through and who are those that exactly stood by me all this moments.
especially this person. I LOVE YOU <3
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