alright alright. im in class now. waiting......

congratulations to myself man!! haha! i finally passed my BTT. =))
i feel that this using the system do one is more easier lor, compared to last time i do on paper de. that time is SUAY UNTIL! bloody hell. why is the system even bloody down man!! and the qns more difficult. the book spoil!! can ASSUME LAST TIME DE BBT harder? haha. nvm, i passed alrdy.. i also book the FTT date le. 03/11, in the night one...

but now my priority is to study for my O'levels now. and get good grades. =))
ytd also got back my calculator, can finally do my math alrdy.

planning to go for sakura tonight. but mum duwan to go. just have to give it a miss!
but now studying i am eating damn alot alot alot!!
growing FAT again! cnt cnt!

omg! heart ATTACK. jus now kords come back, Buddy suddenly bark. scare until me.
PIK BOK PIK BOK! LOL!

aiya, today cognitive. how do you think scientifically? what i scientific thinking. SIAN!
plus my group is abit too quiet. ask a few times i also ask until sian liao lor.

but until the end still ok lah.
tmr is my BTT, haven study. WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

today's morning rain is like wad only!!! irritating.
bus schedule cock up. Yas did not come and meet me at my bustop. we plan to meet on the bus.
1st bus. PACK. v v v PACK.
2nd bus. 2 mins ltr. there she is, but followed by the 3rd and the 4th bus. EMPTY.
wth. all jam tgt. becum we both of us late for sch. ha! actually i also abit late to go out.

today had lunch w the usual clique from W15D. stupid. they just wanna tease me, TURN BY TURN. WTH! nvm, had fun. laughed the whole lunch. =))

really miss those days in class where we can just speak out loud, not scare others listen, give comments, and laugh together. maybe it is the new class. i hope so. really. and by the time we get to know each other, play with each other, smack each other, it is time to change class again.

but this is no choice one, it is part of RP's PBL. also must learn to adapt. i admit this semester not like last semester, don't dare to talk until dunoe when. this semester i got talk, got participate. (Y)(Y) to myself. haha!

alright. 1st day in sch. not too bad, at least not like sem1 like that, keep quiet. my class should be fun. haha! although not yet blend in, i believe when blend in it is going to rock the whole building. HA! cnt wait for that day to come. should be soon.

btw, rmb me saying i wanna buy the iTouch alrdy. i check the internet price list, but i din check that it was in USD. so in SGD, is it 32GB for $468. 64GB for $628. ok. but suprisingly i kept saying im sad. but im not that dissapointed. =) bcos, only mum knows.. *shhh.

the man was persuading me to buy the 8GB one, saying i don't need such a big space. 64GB is way too big. but when the next generation of iTouch comes out, my 8GB will be more inferior. shall not buy anth 1st. im happy cause im able to save up the sum in my back. *claps!

after looking at the ipod, Yas and I walk around the basement level, look into several shops, take super long in MiniToons and Action City especially. the things in action city is so interesting. hahaha!
and being a lil disappointed, i went to ShiLin to buy 2 XXL chicken chop. OF COURSE, i din finish it alone.. i ate one packet and the other gif huatts and kords share share. jus don't feel happy that my cravings is not satisfied, i wanna eat MacDonald too!

ate super lots of things today, until i vomit in the shower. TSK TSK TSK!
in sch, i ate lunch.
den came back, mum pack me a big pot of beehoon soup in the thermal pot. *yumyum*
den ate 1 XXL chicken chop.
den 1 yogurt, and 1 honeydew milktea. WOW.
and not to forget, DURIANS!

omg. im getting FAT AND BLOATED.
finally being able to slim down abit at work, i gorge myself with food again.
i have to force myself to vomit all out. and i feel so much better.
i dun like to study, i eat FUCKING LOTS OF THINGS!

tmr is the last day at work. from monday onwards, mum is gg to be very tired again.
whenever i think if this, i feel very sad, i wanna cry....

how i wish me growing up will be faster and faster, so that she can retire and i can take care of her, because i see the hardwork and the amount of sweat she shed for we 3 siblings to grow up, good and trying to let us buy anything we want.
sometimes i wanna give her some money to losen up financially, but she always reject me.

the only way is that i can grow up faster.
although i can be quite angry with her attitude sometimes and the way she depends on me whenever i am at canteen, but whenever i think of how hard she works, my heart goes all out to her. i am wrong to be angry with her, because she is my mum, the effort she put in our small family and the 3 children. but sometimes, i hope my 2 brothers can feel and understand, how she is working hard and why is she working so hard for.

i can't bear to see my mum work so hard anymore, but i am still way back from graduating, this is so sick.

after i buy my iPod Touch, i will definitely save lots and lots of money. for a better future.
钱不是万能的，但没有钱是万万不能！

save up save up.!!
iPod touch and 500GB hard drive.