alright. im super worn out. i am not sure why, i just hate to stay at home now, home is such a lonely place. a place full of selfishness!!!
i just dont understand, how selfish can huatts be. i am really very irritated. i just don't feel like talking to him. he doesn't go and help mum out. even during his exams he plays until ard 10pm den he come back. esp today. i only see him @ 10.14pm. crap. i rched home at 5. he was out the whole afternoon. jus damn the friends that he is mixing with, and the selfish thought he have in mind. i duwan to turn this sister-brother relationship into hate. it is driving me crazy.
this is his rebellious period, he will learn bad very quickly. but where do i find chance to talk to him. mum doesn't care, which is driving even more sick, and kords, omg!!! what kind of family is this. i don't know.
I REALLY DONT!!! fuck off! cb. i am really angry angry.
angry w myself, angry for not being able to look after my younger brother, that i love the most. seeing him turn BAD. what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really tired and worn out. my preserverence is dieing out.
happy moments are just temporary. when i go back home, everything starts all over again............
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