Kai Ling

alright. just bad news for myself. did not study at all for physics and i went for the exam this morning. because it is a morning ppr. and i was v tired ytd, frm the long day at sch and UT and the FTT. i told myself, i will wake up at 4.ooam to study.

but nvr did i wake up to study, i even sleep until 7.00am when the exam is 8.00am. lucky i live nearby. managed to reach but with nothing in my brain. cnt do my paper, feel so bad. i came home and i cry and cry.
think of mum and TT. but this is a path that i have chosen. 没有回头路 alrdy. when i am crying, i am very sad. but think for a time, just forget it. cnt turn back.

then i was telling Tiffancy on what to do after she takes her Ns result. and i found myself saying some phrase which my other cousins told me:
think of the future the plans. if pass, how? if fail how?
don't the pass, must look ahead.
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and there i found myself feeling better too. its not that i am too optimistic. but why keep ppnder about the things that cnt turn back. might as well think of the future. study well in poly and get a good job....

btw, i failed by FTT. did not think of passing it too. did not study at all, only flip through the book. got one guy he abt 10+ mins he finish alrdy. and i peeped at his screen, and i saw PASSED. good. when i was doing it, i still feel ok lor, den i tot i might pass. den my screen show FAILED.
dulan. walk off. haha! gg to take it on the 3/12. this time really want to pass alrdy.

and result in i left my IC and ez-link in my other bag. cos need take bus and IC for identification.
and so, i nvr bring this both to the exam center. aint i great!! i did not pack my bag in the morning... and i panic outside the classroom!!!

i tot i am gg to lose anth chance in the science paper. the last final chance. die. den i quickly look through my wallet, and i saw my Sec sch ez-link card and i used it. luckily the invigilator say is ok.
IM BLURR!!!