but very happy also, finally, GROW UP liao ah kords. haehaehae!! this time ORD no ceremony for him, so sad, only that time got the passing up parade. now his barang barang all at home. MESSY!!!
*kords at Tekong de passing out parade.
*tt was 2 years ago!!
*see mum, touched to see his son grow up lah! HAHA!
*this is kords at seletat one. i noe where he is ok liao.
HOHO!
tmr's work. but i cant sleep. just now was helping Huatts apply his bursary award. than need mum and dad's divorce statement.
and i accidentally read the contents of it, why mum wants to divorce dad. im really feeling devastated. it's just a shocking news to me.
i should cherish mum more, for all the pain and fear, the humiliation from dad, that she has suffered.
i regret being a childish 18 years old, still throwing tantrums over little things, being pissed off over tiny little matter.
it's time to do some self-reflection, over the 18 years. what i tot was all wrong, my assumptions were all wrong, it wasn't like that.... IM SORRY MUM.
i should really cherish mum more than i do now. but it does not mean that i will hate dad for all the things that he have done, what done cnt be undone.
what can you do to replace the hurt that you have done?
but i hope that dad will realise his mistakes, i also feel sorry for dad. but what can i do? how do i solve this family matter??!?!!!!!
im just thankful that mum is strong to overcome all this. if not, what will have happened to the 3 childrens?
help. im drowning upon knowing all this. i should not have continued reading the contents.
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