:'( finally, im gonna post some rantings...!!!! URGH!!!! my later is finally here. TSK.

just gonna give a random update, my house maid ran away alrdy lah, stupid. she went to MOM to lodge a complain against my mum saying that my mum pay her her salary late. irritating. like after 10 years, this is what bullshit she gives us.

tt's why, im working like a mad ass. canteen no aunty, house no aunty. im like a mad woman, i really gg to transform into aunty in no time. OMFG. :(

and yes, for being so busy in the day, i still need my daily dose of Jetro!!! URGH!!! skype skype skype every night. only skype. im miss you so much! I KNOW YOU READING MY BLOG. ;)

when im missing, there is actually no happy events happening to me. sad much. all miseries, but im gg to overcome them. YES! I AM GG TO OVERCOME THEM 1 BY 1! and i got my PD proposal that is yet to be done. OH MAN.

hell yeah, i just came back from the salon. i tried cutting my fringe short. and it is so ugly. haha. stupid. whatever lah! and my mind is in a fucking big mess now. i alrdy have some things bothering me now, im not a happy girl.

and while i was sitting in the living room just now, uncle and mum talking about their plans to move over, and what. they say don't bring the two dogs there. means what?! they gg to send the dogs away. FUCK LAH!

they are really very horrible adults, horrible parents. like as if they can give us whatever we want. maybe to the rest they can, BUT SINCE THEY CAN NEVER GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, WHY MUST THEY SEND MY DOG AWAY?! TRY SENDING THE DOG AWAY, IM GG TO GET A JOB AND STAY AWAY FROM HOME, SINCE THERE S NOTHING WORTH COMING BACK TO THE HOME FOR!!!! I SERIOUSLY HATE ALL THESE CAN! WHY SO UNREASONABLE?! DIDN'T WE PROMISE TO KEEP THEM IN THE CAGE ALRDY!?!!!!!

SERIOUSLY, WHY WHY WHY?!

uncle was like, kailing, when we move back these two dogs don't want alrdy lah. and all the fucking bullshits trouble that the dogs HAVE YET TO BRING THERE!!! say what when renovate, and the pee and the shit and whatsoever, im not listening anymore. i kept quiet. what you expect me to say? i will end up crying. even at the thought of it, the moment i pass my dog to another owner, im tearing all up again. it is just like your close relative have passed away, nobody is gg to accompany you, nobody to play with. what's more, coming back to the stupid fucking empty and quiet house, no dogs wagging the tail at the door.

i think the adults just like me to do housework for them and keep me in the house. NO WAY!!

nbdy appreciates and nbdy cares! why must i always be the one to give in, and to only have to accept it silently?! seriously, adults.!

actually i wanted to post something peaceful and some pictures. but my mood is totally ruined. TOTALLY!! FUCK THEM ALL!!!!! CCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!

IM GONNA BLOG LATER, I SWEAR I PROMISE. TEEHEEEE. IM SO DAMN BUSY. I PROMISE TO BLOG, I PROMISE TO :)
BUT WHATSOEVER, WHAT IS SO INTERESTING IN MY BORING NO SCHOOL LIFE. MY LIFE IS PLAIN LIKE A WHITE PIECE OF PAPER LAH. BUT I JUST WANNA BLOG, SO HERE I AM RANTING BULLSHITS. :D
WAIT FOR ME, I WILL BE BACK.
SMOOOOOCHHHHH! HHAHAHAHA!

counting down, 10 more days!! URGH!!!!

10 more days for him to come back from his hometown to JB...

contacting each other now is definitely much more difficult... i have been sending sms to him but i keep having the feeling that it is lagging. it takes quite long for him to reply one msg eh. TSK. hope he is just too busy, and not the server too lag!

what have i been doing? im working like a mad ass everyday, from 3 am to 3pm. bcos the aunty was fired, when holidays started, im working 0.5 times harder. bcos 3 persons work, 2 person share, me and mum. both of us were just awfully tired. OMG. and sunday i went to BiQin's 21st birthday party, enjoyed myself of course, bcos with the 38s mah! and rched home at abt 12.40am, slept at 1 and wake up for wotk at 3. monday was a bad day, super bad mood, not enough sleep. hahaha!

anyway, pictures!! michaela's hat, nice not? hahaha!

*the right side pic very 38 right. i helping to remove the decorations and i get crazy over it! -.-


THE 38s!

ciaoxzxzxzxz~~~ not nap yet, today like not tired, but think im getting tired now. hehehe, and im waiting for jetro's call.. although its short call, at least i noe his fine! ;)

i miss you....!!!! <3<3<3>

missed me much? :)

well, i have been pretty well recently, just that im so lazy to blog, because it will just be the same old rantings again.

and i'hv got some awesome events happening too, but i just cant be bothered to blog, because when i blog, i want to upload my pictures, but the internet speed just CMI.

and i also have got some misery happening too. uhh....................... SAD!!!!!!! :(

anyway, celebrating RongRong's Birthday!

RongRong's Bday, we went out on the actual day itself, to Holland V for the xiaolongbao steamboat buffet, den downstairs for Frolicks and Provence.. yummy much, happy much :)

toilet... and tt's me with my DSLR :)

and we were craving for Frolicks and Provence, so off we went to Holland V again, to eat. hahaa!

and oh, do you miss Nack too?

:)

counting down, 6 more days. jetro is leaving canteen. leaving to find a better job, a better future. what should i do after the 6 days, he will be off, far away, all the way at JB, nbdy to talk to me, nbdy to listen to me, nbdy for me to rely on.

am i getting too worried here, or maybe im thinking too much, but i hope what im thinking of will never happen. tmr will be the last sunday we will be spending tgt. but i still have got so much to say, time is always never enough.

for now, i don't even know what i should do, what i can do. im wide awake here, but my brain is not functioning, how i wish the day never comes.................................

i got so many things im worrying about, but my brain is just not thinking tonight.

goodnight :'(

:(

im getting really troubled and vexed. i cnt stop thinking of the odds that will happen, what does it mean? getting really really pekchek.

i got no mood to do my drawing lor. URGH! does it mean i should not do it? OMG. struggling :(

tmr is programming evaluation. i want to create the tables inside the codes! im gg to try lor, hope i can make it lah.

later gg to Holland V again for frolicks and the bread, dunoe what name. im gg to spend! BUT I NEED THE MONEY HELLO!!!!!! HOLIDAYS FASTER COME, IM GG TO WORK MY ASS OFF!!!