Saturday, October 02, 2010

:'( finally, im gonna post some rantings...!!!! URGH!!!! my later is finally here. TSK.

just gonna give a random update, my house maid ran away alrdy lah, stupid. she went to MOM to lodge a complain against my mum saying that my mum pay her her salary late. irritating. like after 10 years, this is what bullshit she gives us.
tt's why, im working like a mad ass. canteen no aunty, house no aunty. im like a mad woman, i really gg to transform into aunty in no time. OMFG. :(

and yes, for being so busy in the day, i still need my daily dose of Jetro!!! URGH!!! skype skype skype every night. only skype. im miss you so much! I KNOW YOU READING MY BLOG. ;)

when im missing, there is actually no happy events happening to me. sad much. all miseries, but im gg to overcome them. YES! I AM GG TO OVERCOME THEM 1 BY 1! and i got my PD proposal that is yet to be done. OH MAN.

hell yeah, i just came back from the salon. i tried cutting my fringe short. and it is so ugly. haha. stupid. whatever lah! and my mind is in a fucking big mess now. i alrdy have some things bothering me now, im not a happy girl.
and while i was sitting in the living room just now, uncle and mum talking about their plans to move over, and what. they say don't bring the two dogs there. means what?! they gg to send the dogs away. FUCK LAH!
they are really very horrible adults, horrible parents. like as if they can give us whatever we want. maybe to the rest they can, BUT SINCE THEY CAN NEVER GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, WHY MUST THEY SEND MY DOG AWAY?! TRY SENDING THE DOG AWAY, IM GG TO GET A JOB AND STAY AWAY FROM HOME, SINCE THERE S NOTHING WORTH COMING BACK TO THE HOME FOR!!!! I SERIOUSLY HATE ALL THESE CAN! WHY SO UNREASONABLE?! DIDN'T WE PROMISE TO KEEP THEM IN THE CAGE ALRDY!?!!!!!
SERIOUSLY, WHY WHY WHY?!

uncle was like, kailing, when we move back these two dogs don't want alrdy lah. and all the fucking bullshits trouble that the dogs HAVE YET TO BRING THERE!!! say what when renovate, and the pee and the shit and whatsoever, im not listening anymore. i kept quiet. what you expect me to say? i will end up crying. even at the thought of it, the moment i pass my dog to another owner, im tearing all up again. it is just like your close relative have passed away, nobody is gg to accompany you, nobody to play with. what's more, coming back to the stupid fucking empty and quiet house, no dogs wagging the tail at the door.

i think the adults just like me to do housework for them and keep me in the house. NO WAY!!
nbdy appreciates and nbdy cares! why must i always be the one to give in, and to only have to accept it silently?! seriously, adults.!

actually i wanted to post something peaceful and some pictures. but my mood is totally ruined. TOTALLY!! FUCK THEM ALL!!!!! CCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!

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