Kai Ling

heyyyyyyyyy!!!

im bored, i'm tired, but i can't sleep. my nose is super blocked, throat super dry :(

i have just recovered from flu not long ago, and here i got the stupid disease again.

i think i should go for vaccine again, like the one i had before i went to korea. it was really effective for 3 months, i don't feel sick, aft tt, i start to have flu alrdy. LOL. means what, my body is weak without the help of vaccine... stupid lah, im getting older i guess, tt's why. haha, PUI!

i realised my blog counters are not increasing recently.. hehehe, cos of my inconsistency of blogging, but seriously, there's nth for me to blog, school work is so busy! NO, should say im really very busy ok. i even give up my afternn nap, tt's a very big sacrifice hor. but also, no pictures, i don't feel like blogging...

and tt's my life, i feel that i just want to make myself busy so that i won't think of unhappy things. i have been thinking a lot recently. sigh... again, sigh.. :(((((

i have been thinking so much so, im beginning to hate. this is very serious. that i think back again, i feel that im being really very selfish. i have been telling what im thinking about to jetro, but shouldn't i tell my mum too?

while having dinner tgt just now, she asked whether im sick or not? i ask her why is she asking me things like that? she say, RECENTLY, YOU VERY QUIET. at least she realised. im not trying to act one pathetic or emo to not talk to them, but i just can't bring myself to communicate with them. im just like one stupid idiot that comes home with a super sulky face, on the verge of crying any time, and does the housework, have dinner, with that stupid face. no smile. but hey, don't blame me, it all just runs down to what i have been thinking about.

im like in a serious dilemma, i cnt decide on what i want, what i should do, and what i need to do. i can just iron the clothes, and tears just roll down. omg. FML seriously! i promised myself i want to have more courage. no way. it doesn't seemed to be happening to me. AT ALL.

AHHH!!!@#$%&&^%$#@!!!!!

Things i need to do:

1. wait for proposal to be accepted.

2. mail cheque for Nack's licence.

im have been really busy with school work, on top of that, there is gg to be anth portfolio i need to handle. juggling my time well. i feel like gg insane now. :(

guess this is the only pic i have, i drew this during animation class, bcos we are supposed to do a flipbook, we got super alot of post it, and i drew jetro. LOL. look alike or not? so proud of myself. hehe, but its weird, why i can't draw for drawing module??

alright, i got to hit the sheets now, before i cnt wake up for sch tmr, and be late for class again. yeah, AGAIN. :( im late for class almost everyday from sch reopen till now. haiya, seriously, roll my eyes!

night! ciao~