=(( dunoe what happen to me, after work, come home and cry. some things are running thru my mind on the way back, but who can i tell?? hai!!
why cant i just be stronger? why did i let my tears fall?!
sometimes, i really just dun feel like working, but i have to, just to be filial, but when im the only one being filial, is it enough? or what they do is not enough? i dunoe, sometimes i just hate being treated this way, but i don't know how to reject it. and she takes it for granted. srsly, what should i do?
i dunoe what can i do to pull myself out of this shit things, i want to be treated nicely too, but who will, people like to say me fat. come on lah, what's the purpose, i really hate it. but how should i show it? people likes to ask me to do things, but please, there is limits ok!!! _|_
i really dunoe what i should do now, continue wearing the fake laughing and smiling mask?! and continue to show that im ignorant about all things?
i want to hide and lock myself in my room and cry, and think. when the tears dried up,
Neo Kai Ling is a changed person.
i want i want, but i got no courage. FML! _|_
dinner later with family, charger not here yet, thank seeying for lending me yours.
gg to cut my hair later, should i cut it short?
srsly, today my day is black and blue.
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