Thursday, January 07, 2010

HAIXZXZXZXZXZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

jitao suay, jitao nua! aiyer. sian until dunoe like wad.

today, skipped school just to brush up on some math. but WTH. still dunoe how to do? TSK!
went home put bag, go to BBDC for FTT. fail again lor! take again, den is my 3rd alrdy.
but nvm, the problem now is i cannot book leh for the next test date leh, like all schedule full alrdy lor! can you imagine, it's only the beginning of 2010 and all the slots are booked?! WTF. srsly, feel like giving up on car license lah.


this year just suay for me lah, beginning only liddat alrdy, the whole person nua until dunoe like wad.
1st week of 2010, friends laughed the whole week i went to clubbing.
1st week of 2010, 1st week of school, absent 2 days, late 2 days, we shall see tmr is late or not.
1st week of 2010, feel all the debts are weighing me down.
1st week of 2010, feel so unlucky for everything
1st week of 2010, everything just pissed me off.
1st week of 2010, not able to fulfill my new year's resolution.

how do i look forward to the 2nd week of 2010?
applying for jobs lor, hope at least one will get back to me, i need a job, bcos i feel that being at home is so quiet, so lonely.

recently, mum's gg out almost everyday. which i feel that it is partly my fault, bcos i did encourage her to do so, but i did not expect her to do it until this kind of extent.
so everyday, i come home, either she sleeping, or she not at home. so I, stay at home for what?
i wanna find a job, occupy my time, and at the same time some allowance and savings for me to go to korea. hope i can manage sch work and work well. but the problem is, no job currently!!

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