Kai Ling

Hi. wow, how many days have it been since i last updated? it was merry christmas, now it 2011 and CNY is coming. all i can say is that i have been really very busy and i have not been enjoying myself because of assignments, PD submissions, never ending issues at home and sometimes, the inevitable relationship problems.

i guess, sometimes, i have to priorities myself instead of letting myself be an option to myself. because i guess i have always been people's option. i always thought that as long as everybody is happy, i will be happy too. but i guess not, because i have been so tired making everybody happy, i neglected myself. and most ridiculously is that, when something is wrong, they blames me.

so i have decided to be really very strong. in the past few years, i have always been very emotional, and feel for everybody, spared a thought for almost everyone. now, NO. kailing is gg to love only herself more and more. and im gg to work towards my goal. im gg to complete my assignments, meet submission dates and do what i love. :)

i have been struggling to make this decision, but i guess im just still half way through. because i keep thinking of giving those that hurt me anth chance, the one last chance, and that's it.

i have also been looking for a job for my precious jetro. finally i brought up courage to called 2 today. one was nasty, one was nice, of course the nicer one requested jetro to call him tmr. i really hope everything will be smooth sailing. i really want jetro to be with me during CNY.

alright, enough of my personal thoughts. let the pictures do the talking.

2011 countdown. as usual, the DIDM cliques went out tgt. our purpose is to take pictures of the fireworks. and we met really early to go CHOP place. but it rained. damn. and only me, valerie and guowei met early. we went to have bak kut teh behind funan mall and met up with akina. we had no where to go so we went to peninsula plaza to get wired controller for our cameras. and it RAINED. damn. so we went back to funan to walk walk. and den off to suntec to meet elina.

aft tt we did a recee to find a good spot. and we walked like dogs because all the roads are blocked because of the countdown. finally we found, i dunoe where, but we were a lil too late, all the best spots were taken, no choice but to take the better spots and pan our tripods to the right.

before the night falls, we were alrdy very high. we nvr drink. i guess its bcos of the each other's accompany we had. we played and played with the light sticks. and the following pictures are from Elina and Guowei's camera, i KOP from FB. :D

i really like this two pictures i have taken with valerie, recently she has been comforting me alot,and listening to my rantings. as well as the rest in the cliques like elina and alviss. i really love them alot! and they bully me alot too. >| haha, its ok lah. LOL. i should just say, everyone in the clique bully me and erica and alot, especially valerie, guowei and alviss. my mum say its bcos im gong gong. WTH.

and we got so bored, we took out all the light sticks i brought along and connect them tgt. and start to do skipping there. seriously, very ridiculous, but we did not care anymore. many people came to look, bcos we were REALLY NOISY.