Kai Ling

oh, life sucks for me again. family is really driving me crazy. should i even bother to care? i should just grow up quickly and move the fuck out of there. seriously, when i heard from Jetro just now, how i wish i can just call mum and shout at her, whoever cares about the relationship and everything, she is driving me damn crazy. so is uncle. FML seriously, maybe i should consider to move back together. i alrdy showed her my irritation ytd when she spoke to me about it, but she didn't care again! FUCKKK!

was so irritated with what i heard, with the thought of it now, i get fucking angry. NOW NOW NOW! damn, and i threw my phone when i came into the class just now, so pissed off, and have to do module selection again, because what i have chosen is not the most ideal to take in next sem, maybe i should just wait till year 3.

sch sch sch. i promised to work damn hard from now on. because this is the only stepping stone for me to move out from house. but if it is not for sch, i might just go and work like a mad woman, earn money and move the hell out of home.

anyhoo, i still have awesome people with me, i have my friends and Jetro. i believe my two dogs at home think better than the adults at home too. seriously, im feeling super down now.

celebrated Fershila's birthday. it was a surprise! hehe, with rong's idea and the help of Fershila's brother. YAY!we bought her a rich durian bikini cake from durian king. super nice to eat lor, figure out the bikini cake yeah!

and oh, monday drawing lesson was at causeway point. lame can. we are supposed to draw 25 rough pictures of a person and submit 5 drawings. so 30 all together. but from the moment we start, i give up. i was scrambling on my sketchbook, and online using kords itouch. end up, i got 1 freaking ugly drawing and 2 super incredibly dont look like human sketch. and i nvr submit also.

nvr do RJ also, i wonder what is gg to be my grade.

other than that, i also sharpened all my pencils in my pencil case. haha. look at them. and the mess i have created on macdonalds table...

and yeah! i plucked up my courage to ask dad for $$$ to get my D5000. im so gg to get it this sunday at funan mall with Jetro. and thanks Jiawen for lots of help too. haha! im like freaking bugging him with all the things i dunoe. and he is so willing to share with me about DSLR too. aww. touched man. hahaha!

field trip to arab street tmr for Art of story module.

field trip to Zoo on monday for drawing, and im gg to use my DSLR there. :) 1st photo shall be me and jetro lah! HA! <3<3<3

skype snapshots. oops. hurhurhur.