omg. when can these adults give me a break? i have alrdy tried to ignore this family problems as much as i could, wishing that nothing will bother me anymore. end up? one big round, it still returns to me.
just received a phone call from aunt 20 minutes ago. WTF. she asked me how is the progress at home. like hello? i have ignored the whole family for how many fucking weeks. omg. i really cnt take it anymore. GIVE ME A BREAK CAN?! im very tired. very very tired. i really want to wash my hands off all these things. why can't these problems come to an end?! WHY MUST I BE THE ONE TO SPEAK UP?! WHY WHY WHY!!
i believe im not the person that holds this family. i wouldn't want to, BECAUSE NOBODY APPRECIATES WHEN I DO. NOW WHEN I HAVE DECIDED TO IGNORE, EVERYTHING COMES BACK AGAIN. HOW I WISH, IM STILL A YOUNG KID, NOBODY FUCKING BOTHERS ABOUT ME...!!!!
really feel like dieing, so that all these adults will feel guilty, that they shouldn't pin all these family problems pressure on me. and by doing so, they really can stop all these fucking nonsense, i think im more willing to it.
my mood is totally ruined. TOTALLY.
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